i wish killing urself was a reversible thing i think it would be rlly cathartic & i woukd kill myself twice an hour also
“Olyan magasra építettem a falat magam körül, hogy még csak eszébe sem jutott senkinek, hogy megmássza. Aztán jöttél te és egyszerűen csak átlépted, mintha útszéli patka volna. Már hajnalodik, én pedig még mindig itt ülök az ágyam szélén és miután egész éjszaka ezen gondolkodtam sem tudok rájönni, pontosan hogyan is csináltad, de köszönöm.”
— Alexander Levin
Learn to be alone cuz no one will stay forever
“Garden
The butterflies you planted in my stomach are trying to escape
I feel their tiny feet crawling up my throat
The flutter of their wings
They want to be set free
We both want to be free
I fear that I will not die by the hands of old age
But by the hands of my lover
I told you i always wanted a garden
So you planted seeds in my skin
To watch me flourish
To become the one thing I always wanted
But what you don’t realize
Or maybe you do
Is that the roots have dug their way into my flesh
Draining the blood out of my veins to make themselves flourish
But at least they will be pretty
Will you pick the flowers growing from my decaying body to show everyone what a beautiful garden you can make?”
-Day 569
Anne Carson, from Autobiography of Red
Fuck nudes, send me s̑̓͏̣̮͖͙̖̼͍̦ţ̸͇̘͇̤̤̰ͥ͆͢r͈̙̆͆̎ͤͭ͂̽̀̀ã̡̖̻̟ͧi̴̸̩̟͙͇̪̯̙̮̇̄ͬ̉́ͭ̈́g̨͇̠̳̤͓̼̦̬̭̊͛ͪͬ̀̒ͭ̉͜h͖̟̫̑̎͘t̠̺̤ͤͤ̕͜͡ ̲̓ͤͤ̍ͩ͞ţ̶̙̥͚̗̱̍o̱̻͙̭͍͔̰̱̚̕ ̝̱̥̟̼͈̱͈̙̉͊ͩ͐͗ͯḥ̵̶̭̲̖̹̫ͥͤ̎̌ͦ̓͑ͩe̶̘̬̳̳̞͚͉̖͒ͭ͊̊l͎͙̝͉͓̽ͤ̀͢͞l̷̩͎͙͓̝̏̇͝ͅ
sometimes they get it right
I love winter I hope I freeze to death







