Louise Glück, “Unpainted Door” Poems 1962-2012 / Ingmar Bergman, Bergman On Bergman interviews with Stig Bjorkman, Torsten Manns and Jonas Sima / Moonlight 2017 dir. Barry Jenkins / Fiona Apple, Second Bite interview by Craig McLean, The Guardian / Eighth Grade 2018 dir. Bo Burnham / Norman Rockwell, Little Girl Looking Downstairs at Christmas Party / Anne Carson, “The Anthropology of Water” in Plainwater
— dissociation
the book of disquiet by fernando pessoa // a breath of life by clarice lispector // againts the mass of the night by kaye donachie // how to dissapear completely by radiohead // normal people by sally rooney // rené magritte // virgina woolf // by me // enrico robusti
the post that’s like i don’t need a period tracker because once i start drafting my suicide letter then i know it’s close
I'm always saying shit like "been in a weird place recently" despite never really being in a normal place to begin with
the thing about having hope is that it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so difficult. but you have to do it anyway
1. // 2. Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart // 3. Simone Weil, An Anthology of Selected Writings // 4. // 5. Czesław Miłosz, from “The Song.” // 6. L’Amica Geniale, Those Who Leave And Those Who Stay // 7. Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 // 8. Third Eye - Florence + The Machine, art by @sunsbleeding // 9. Susan Sontag, Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1964 // 10. Mary Oliver, Upstream: Selected Essays
Girls will be like Idk why im so unproductive recently and then you ask whats going on in their life and they list eight lifestopping crisies and then say 'yeah but i should be fine :/ '
i found the second funniest map in the world today
What’s the funniest map?
^ magic spell of get assassinated by the turkish government
nothing hits the spot like sitting still with your arms crossed and looking around and not talking
It is, and always will be, endlessly weird to think of your parents as people. Think of the future you want, think of the life you want. Then think of your parents, of most parents. What did they want at your age? Are they happy now? If you looked at their lives, would you be happy with it? Maybe, we will continue to grow and find out I suppose, but it's hard to know. When you went on a 2 week holiday to that all inclusive family resort, what sad drama were your parents talking about while you played pool with some kids you met half an hour ago. Think of all the nights where your bed time was 7pm, how many times did your parents cry over something hours later.
When we look back on the videos our parents took in our childhood years, if we ignore ourselves, what will we see in their eyes?
"I only know how to exist when I'm wanted" "Like any/unloved thing, I don't know if I'm real/when I'm not being touched" "Don't we touch each other just to prove we are still here?" "There's a theory that says you don't exist unless someone calls and you respond" "I hate how I don't feel real enough unless people are watching" "And I hate to make this all about me, But who am I supposed to talk to? What am I supposed to do, if there's no you?" "I'm still on that tightrope, I'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me, I'm still a believer but I don't know why, I've never been a natural, All I do is try, try, try, I'm still on that trapeze, I'm still trying everything, To keep you looking at me."
Mary Lambert, Body Love // Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous// Taylor Swift, Soon you'll get better // taylor swift, mirrorball
Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So
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I wake up. I consume media. I wish my life was different. I make no effort to change it. I consume more media. I go to sleep.
I am going to imagine a scene between two deeply fucked-up characters that is so improbably tender
i was not built for college but unfortunately i was also not built for anything else
* walking round the supermarket muttering to myself* loneliness is still time spent with the world loneliness is still time spent with the world loneliness is still time spent with the world loneliness is still
Thinking about the countless times art and music and cinema and literature have saved and comforted me during difficult times i really owe my happiness to everyone dedicated to their craft