its crazy that being in your early 20s so often feels like you're running out of time. we are at the beginning..................... what on earth

sorry i need to be weird and grotesque or i’ll die

my brain:

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also my brain:

buuuut we physically can't do all of that.. so we're just gonna stand in the middle of the room paralyzed

the whole point of life is just knowing a bunch of weird stuff and being kinda flirty

every note on this post is 1 kiss 4 my lizard

Whenever someone makes a post that’s like “older men who consistently pursue romantic partners younger than themselves often do so because people in their own age range do not wish to date them and they see younger individuals as easily exploitable” there is always someone in the comments like “well, my fiancé is 12 years older than me and I feel like we’re pretty well balanced 😋” THEN THE POST ISN’T ABOUT HIM. Either that or you know deep down it’s true and you are commenting this to try to reassure yourself you are not a victim. Your individual experience doesn’t invalidate the point either way.

I love abortion. And vaccines. Autism too.

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I guess I’ve learned to direct my anger towards myself, because if I break things or tell people how I feel they just get mad at me. If I break myself no one gives a shit.

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I hate the incel community so much for many reasons but one of the primary ones is that I too, as a young girl, was isolated, struggled to make friends (let alone get attention from boys) was not conventionally attractive, didn’t know how to dress and my undiagnosed adhd and possibly autism too made me awkward af. I genuinely had a terrible time through all of school. The difference is that I don’t blame men or fantasize about inflicting violence against them for all of this. I have enough critical thinking skills to know that this problem is about how we raise children, deal with bullying accepting neurodivergent people and nothing to do with men or them hating me and wanting to punish me.

I grew up similarly, also a girl, and blamed MYSELF for the lack of attention I received. Something to think about, I suppose, how women are the ones blamed no matter who’s in what position

I live my life under the basic principle that people know their minds, bodies, genders, and orientations better than I do so I just take them at their word when they say they are a thing.

“But people could be faking for-” I don’t care. I would rather show someone a kindness they don’t need than not show them one they do.

my love language is the same as a crow. if you’re nice to me i’ll bring you useless little trinkets from my travels that made me think of you

on a scale of 1-10 how susceptible do u are think u are to joining a cult. be honest