Vorrei avere un tasto “off” per le emozioni
ero pulita da quattro mesi ma ho ceduto :)
I don’t know why it’s so hard for no reason.
When you can get comfy, but not happy
im not afraid of killing myself
im afraid of failing again
I'm tired of hearing it's gonna be okay.
I just want it to be okay.
If I sleep enough my problems will disappear, right?
The void feeling in my chest is not going away. It cannot be filled with anything. What is wrong with me?
Dissociation at its finest.
there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore
being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever.
why can’t i find a reason to live for myself?
i am actually tired. like so so tired.
I oscillate between “I have a lot of life ahead of me and still so much to experience my future is hopeful” and “I’m a fucking failure there’s no point I should just kill myself I’m going to be broken and a fuck up no matter what”
“I suoi occhi erano animali privi di umana razionalità, erano puro istinto primordiale.”
— Lucrezia Beha (via lucreziabeha)

