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Larkistin

@larkistin / larkistin.tumblr.com

I'm Steffi, she/her, 33 and from Germany. I'm a self-taught artist and I love to make people happy with all my heart❤️. Hope you enjoy your time on my blog. I'm also on Twitter as larkistin89.

Hi larkistin!

I just want to tell you how much I like your art. It’s awesome work. I love especially Shaw. He’s my new favorite Trek character. I am currently watching all movies, shows etc. I can find where Todd Stashwick is in. He’s a fantastic actor.

Btw, I‘m also from Germany. 😉

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Awwww that‘s so kind of you to say. ❤️ Yes Todd is one wonderful actor and person. And I‘m always grateful when I get to talk to him. He sent me this a couple weeks ago, maybe it brings you joy 🥰

The Star Trek page on twitter asked recently about our favourite scenes from Picard season 3. It‘s truly hard to decide, but the one that hit closest to home for me, on a personal level, was Shaw‘s brilliant Wolf 359 monologue. And because I can‘t help myself, I had to paint it too.

I wanted it to be bright and colourful further in the background, but with darkness directly behind his back. Symbolizing that all it would take for him was to turn around to face his demons, and to see that he is running from a darkness that‘s not all he truly is.

Also Todd acted his socks off in this scene. It was just perfect.

Well, I guess, hello there again, tumblr! 👋🏻

I migrated to twitter many moons ago, even before the big wave of twittermigration. But before that, I‘ve had some wonderful communities over here, in various fandoms. Some of those people moved with me and are actually still my best friends to this day.

It‘s a bit surreal to think I‘d really come back here fully. For years I‘ve only dumped my art and left again, without checking the timeline or interacting with anybody. It‘s gonna be weird, but I haven‘t forgotten the brilliant times I‘ve had on here and I think it could be that again. I will mourn my twitter community though. And deeply so.

After I went over there, I had my art reach people I never thought I‘d ever talk to - let alone be able to collaborate with! The Trekkies became my home base and I went to conventions for the first time in my life. I was there the first day Discovery aired and kicked off a new era for Star Trek. I‘ve met celebrities, and wildly, a few of them actually became closer friends that I’ve got to work with. It‘s wild to think about it now…

But the only constant in life is change. And progress isn‘t linear, so we keep circling around and may eventually come back to where we started - only to realize that it is not the same anymore because we have changed. I have changed since I left here. I guess the last few years have changed us all…

The people I‘ve met over on twitter, the community we built, it will die once twitter is shut down for real. I‘ve found almost everybody on other platforms, but it‘s all over the place. Many are on Mastodon, me included, but it feels like no site truly fits. I don‘t have pics to post on Insta except my art. And if we‘re all being honest with each other, we were perfect for each other on the right platform, but the people we TRULY let into our lives, apart from casual comments, are maybe a handful. This is not meant to diminish anything. On the contrary. People can become a steady, comfortable presence in our life that will be heartbreakingly missed. Their sound will be missed, the rhythm of comments you established with them. But often it was a piece written for a specific instrument, and once the instrument is taken away, it‘s impossible to play the piece exactly the same somewhere else. And I will mourn that.

So, hello there again, tumblr. It feels like catching up with a relative who moved outta town years ago. Let‘s see what you‘ve been up to and what the future brings. ❤️

I just wanted to say I absolutely adore how pretty your art is!! I love how beautiful it looks and you deserve all the reblogs in the world! ❤️ /p

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Awwww thank you for your kind words @nonbinaryvulcan! That‘s very sweet of you. ❤️