Well, I guess, hello there again, tumblr! 👋🏻
I migrated to twitter many moons ago, even before the big wave of twittermigration. But before that, I‘ve had some wonderful communities over here, in various fandoms. Some of those people moved with me and are actually still my best friends to this day.
It‘s a bit surreal to think I‘d really come back here fully. For years I‘ve only dumped my art and left again, without checking the timeline or interacting with anybody. It‘s gonna be weird, but I haven‘t forgotten the brilliant times I‘ve had on here and I think it could be that again. I will mourn my twitter community though. And deeply so.
After I went over there, I had my art reach people I never thought I‘d ever talk to - let alone be able to collaborate with! The Trekkies became my home base and I went to conventions for the first time in my life. I was there the first day Discovery aired and kicked off a new era for Star Trek. I‘ve met celebrities, and wildly, a few of them actually became closer friends that I’ve got to work with. It‘s wild to think about it now…
But the only constant in life is change. And progress isn‘t linear, so we keep circling around and may eventually come back to where we started - only to realize that it is not the same anymore because we have changed. I have changed since I left here. I guess the last few years have changed us all…
The people I‘ve met over on twitter, the community we built, it will die once twitter is shut down for real. I‘ve found almost everybody on other platforms, but it‘s all over the place. Many are on Mastodon, me included, but it feels like no site truly fits. I don‘t have pics to post on Insta except my art. And if we‘re all being honest with each other, we were perfect for each other on the right platform, but the people we TRULY let into our lives, apart from casual comments, are maybe a handful. This is not meant to diminish anything. On the contrary. People can become a steady, comfortable presence in our life that will be heartbreakingly missed. Their sound will be missed, the rhythm of comments you established with them. But often it was a piece written for a specific instrument, and once the instrument is taken away, it‘s impossible to play the piece exactly the same somewhere else. And I will mourn that.
So, hello there again, tumblr. It feels like catching up with a relative who moved outta town years ago. Let‘s see what you‘ve been up to and what the future brings. ❤️