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@ladylazarusxxx

20 Opiates & Benzos ๐Ÿ’Š๐Ÿ’‰

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2017 is time to stop abusing myself & my body Drugs were fun, until ya know...they werent. In hindsight, they contributed NOTHING to my life. Only hindered me and left me in heartbreaking situations. Excited for a new life and not waste my 20s chasing a temporary fix in return for excrutiating pain. I hope to finally start searching for true happiness. The love will always remain as will the scars it left behind. I dont expect to ever be the same, it shattered my heart and has left me empty. But, I wont be defeated and I certainly wont go down without a fight. Sending love and good vibes to any and everyone who decides to start the grueling journey of sobriety. Remember, healing isnt linear. We will face our challenges that many dont understand or dont care to try, but there are support systems for you everywhere. Im leaving my page up, in case anyone needs to message me for support. Lady Lazarus xx

Trying to find more drug blogs to follow since my dashboard is constantly dead. So if youโ€™re a tweaker, junkie, stoner, snorter, addict or whatever: reblog/like this and Iโ€™ll probably give you a follow.

Something Every Addict Goes Through

Me: Okay, I'm going to save the rest of this for tomorrow.
Me 45 minutes later: Fuck it, you'll figure it out. IT WONT EVEN HELP THAT MUCH TOMORROW ANYWAY, MIGHT AS WELL GET WASTED TONIGHT SO I GET MY MONEY'S WORTH, FUCK 'JUST GETTING BY' YOU'LL DEAL WITH THE PAIN
Me the next day: Why am I so fucking dumb