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@la-da-da-i-exist

|She/They or fae/faem mainly, but any pronouns are fine | Main fandom switches between Sanders Sides and Avatar: The Last Airbender at random. Other fandoms are sprinkled in. | Tag for if I actually say something is "the person speaks". Art tag is "my art" or, more recently, "the person draws" | I have no idea what I'm doing half the time, but I'm doing it. | Header: https://lgbtqa-aesthetics.tumblr.com/post/177239658156/demibisexual-codinghacking-desktop-backgrounds |

Hey, call me any name that starts with S or any part of my username. Pretty much fine with any pronouns. Always feel free to use any ideas I post, just show it to me somehow - tag me, reblog, send it to me- and give like a lil link back. If you could tag any pics of spiders, it'd be much appreciated! "Tw spiders" works fine

Current Hyperfixation:

The Owl House

thinking so hard abt how belos and odalia played similar roles in hunter and amity's lives

they're pathetic excuses for parental figures, bringing up children and expecting them to live up to their own personal "blueprints" for them, stripping them of their autonomy in different ways.

in hunter's case, he's forced to be belos' idealized version of caleb without even knowing it. the golden guard's uniform has stayed mostly the same through time, which shows us that belos doesn't see them as individuals who deserve to be recognized as such, moreso as expendable objects. this one betrayed me? this one failed the task i assigned? no problem! i'll just kill them and make a new one. plus, hunter unknowingly faces additional pressure due to the fact that he looks more like caleb than the other grimwalkers.

in amity's case, odalia is obviously trying to turn her into a mini-version of herself. she takes away mostly everything that makes amity similar to her dad- she forces her to dye her hair the same mint green color, she puts more pressure on amity to perform well than the twins (which leads her to grow resentful towards them, which in turn allows for odalia to control them more easily. divide and rule and all that) and don't even get me started on how deeply invasive that whole amulet business was.

then there's shots like THIS featuring the Shoulder Touch of Manipulation TM

which just... parallel each other so eerily. i can't stop thinking abt it. both belos and odalia are behaving as if they're acting in hunter and amity's best interests when really they're only using them for their own selfish motives (the whole "i can't let the same happen to you" thing from belos as if he isn't willing to murder hunter the second he begins to deviate from his will, and odalia cutting amity off from all positive outside influences- ie anyone who could empower her, anyone who could make amity believe that she deserves better than how her parents treat her- under the pretence of "protecting" her). i'm eating drywall right now.

I may have fallen down a owl house rabbit hole this last week or so 😅

My curiosity finally won out after I don’t know how long of seeing bits and pieces of owl house content in my feed.

So binged it last week over two/three days. Definitely worth watching.

The adults in the show are actually competent, and actually don’t let the kids do everything like damn I’m impressed. Normally kid cartoons the adults can be hit or miss.

But damn those guys are good.

I Love those teens, especially Hunter, because one he funny in a dark humour way but also because sad boy.

While on Hunter subject, I may have fallen for the very small niche of Caleb being Hunter’s ‘dad’/previous golden guards being his brothers/being watched over by the ghosts or some other option au

Also because Caleb/previous guards story is tragic and I hate it, so so it’s either ghost guardians or some au shenanigan to make it better.

But you know how I said this is a small niche in the fandom? yeah i basically read all possible content for it so now I’m 😭

So yeah that’s my hyper fixation at the moment 😅

Hey, call me any name that starts with S or any part of my username. Pretty much fine with any pronouns. Always feel free to use any ideas I post, just show it to me somehow - tag me, reblog, send it to me- and give like a lil link back. If you could tag any pics of spiders, it’d be much appreciated! “Tw spiders” works fine

Current Hyperfixation:

The Owl House

Bf finally got me to watch it lol. (That and YouTube recommendations)

(WIP - just posting bc idk when I'll finish it lmao)

I love them so dearly, they deserve everything 💖

(Especially a nap- which I say they took right after W&D; hc that despite missing their parents/parental figures, they develop a kind of separation anxiety bc of everything that happened in literally the span of a *DAY OR 2*. N e way yes ofc the adults say yes and conjure up a tube pillow that they can all lay on)