i’ve decided that i want to unleash my creative side so i’ve started to come up with my own projects to get me through that

to me this is so much more than being creative it’s helping me to collect the pieces of me again

i never seem to have a constant grasp on who i am

i keep letting go of her and each time i think i found her again she’s different

i don’t understand anymore

at this point i’m just starting to think i never really knew who you were

buttttt i really think that using these projects are eally going to help me to open up to myself and understand my own mind and soul so i can finally be able to explain and represent who i really am

i’m taking the time to find me again and we’re so close to getting there

what’s crazy to me is no one is ever truly going to understand or look at this the same way i am

and i guess that keeps me from feeling like i’m closer to myself

if no one else knows me how will i ever know myself

lol