Kylie

Have you ever been so close to dying that you come to the realization of you're gone? Mee too.. I was in the ocean and the current was so strong and me and my dad wanted to swim anyways, mind you he had to pull me out into the water past the waves because they were so strong. So a couple waves crash over my head and I can't touch the bottom, and so then I hear my dad yelling at me to swim and to get to shore because he could clearly see I was drowning. About 7 more waves crashed over me and I wasn't going anywhere and I was trying as hard as I could to swim. And I took one last gaps of air and I gave up..I was under the water it was so dark and I remember the waves slightly moving my body and I thought to my self " I give up I can't do it..this is how I'm going to die, I'm going to die" it's such a scary feeling I felt so helpless and so tired and just so ready to die..and then I feel my dad grab my arm and pull me up so I can breathe and I started coughing up the water and I heard him yelling "Kylie you need to swim. Swim Kylie!" And I just yelled back "dad I can't" at this point I can barley breath between the water and my hair I was a wreck. He drags me to where the water came to my knees and I stood up and fell, and then I get up, he's still holding my arm as hard as he could, and then we get on shore and I hold my knees and I cough up the rest of the water and breathe the deepest breathes I've ever taken...and thinking about this experience like, I had just given up my body was so tired and I was just so ready to just die

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