Neurotypicals will be like “I know you have a disability that affects your ability to stay organized, manage your time properly, socialize, or control what you’re able to think about or focus on, but that’s not an excuse to have trouble staying organized, managing your time properly, socializing, or controlling what you need to think about or focus on.” And then demand that they aren’t ableist. I’m tired.
been having a serious physical health problem for many years that is recently very quickly getting worse and as I undergo more tests and procedures while the problem actively gets worse, I got stuck having a serious talk about "purchasing at home accommodations" while they figure out whats wrong with my stomach and work out a treatment plan, because the costs of hospitalizing me for further testing/treatment instead for the unforeseeable futurewould ruin me, so I'm looking up some of the things she suggested, pricing shit out, and god half of this stuff was already out of the question because I am still displaced and man, and this is still technically cheaper than hospital bills, but I simply cannot save up/raise the money to get any of this in a timely manner
the fact that only half of this comes to around 1000 at best, im realizing once again that when it comes to medical care and accommodations, if you don't already have money the plan is die
since asking for help requires a certain level or transparency, and im struggling with every aspect of life rn with finances and job/housing crises, basically I have a very serious medical condition, one I've had for a little over a decade. they haven't figured out the cause yet but seeking treatment has been an ongoing battle, one that in the meantime Ive gotten significantly worse. the main symptom is nausea and uncontrollable vomiting. I spend a lot of the day every day hunched over the toilet and vomiting until there's nothing left in my system, and then just nonstop empty heaving restricting breathing, sometimes until I pass out. I can not hold down any food, and very few drinks. this causes serious abdominal pain, lethargy/fatigue, and damage to the muscular structure of my digestive system. I've been undergoing serious tests and procedures since November.
due to circumstances I am currently displaced, i lost or sold basically all my belongings. I don't have any proper furniture or bedding, and am currently job hunting trying to survive on meager disability pay while I job search, undergo tests and treatments for a yet to be identified illness growing in severity, and search for housing and apply to wait lists, and finding a home and a job while I undergo tests is taking a lot longer than I'd hoped (it's been like 10 months and it's still ongoing) so my GI talked to me about purchasing some at home accommodations to help me where I am as I'm treated and gave me some stuff to look up to help ease problems, and it's becoming clearer every day that I do need at least some kind of easily accessible sleeper and overbed table, because I currently sleep on an air mattress on the floor and it is actively detrimental to my physical condition, and hindering any online work I can do because i cannot currently access my computer from bed. I'm running ragged on ways to find help while I job hunt, I know these posts are annoying and I apologize for that, but I'd really appreciate any help in getting some of these just to make shit more accessible where i am and ease pain and discomfort. my links
Paypal.me/kurgyy
Venmo @ Kurgy
link (seems to be?) working so here are my next main recovery item goals;
- this rolling vertically and horizontally adjustable overbed table that would make working from bed on Those Days accessible
- this mattress pad, the sleeper is way more comfortable than an inflatable mattress, but need a little extra support in bed mode
- A medical journal, reusable ice packs for pain, and fever cooling patches for aches migraines and fevers because my body is a hellscape
- A rolling storage ottoman. I'm severely downsizing everything I have, this would fit perfectly as an anchor under the header of the sleeper soda, abd hold my remaining books
- Lidocaine patches help with a barrage of pain, sore muscles and aches, pulled muscles and pinched nerves, they help!
help out with the birthday gift of groceries
been having a serious physical health problem for many years that is recently very quickly getting worse and as I undergo more tests and procedures while the problem actively gets worse, I got stuck having a serious talk about "purchasing at home accommodations" while they figure out whats wrong with my stomach and work out a treatment plan, because the costs of hospitalizing me for further testing/treatment instead for the unforeseeable futurewould ruin me, so I'm looking up some of the things she suggested, pricing shit out, and god half of this stuff was already out of the question because I am still displaced and man, and this is still technically cheaper than hospital bills, but I simply cannot save up/raise the money to get any of this in a timely manner
the fact that only half of this comes to around 1000 at best, im realizing once again that when it comes to medical care and accommodations, if you don't already have money the plan is die
since asking for help requires a certain level or transparency, and im struggling with every aspect of life rn with finances and job/housing crises, basically I have a very serious medical condition, one I've had for a little over a decade. they haven't figured out the cause yet but seeking treatment has been an ongoing battle, one that in the meantime Ive gotten significantly worse. the main symptom is nausea and uncontrollable vomiting. I spend a lot of the day every day hunched over the toilet and vomiting until there's nothing left in my system, and then just nonstop empty heaving restricting breathing, sometimes until I pass out. I can not hold down any food, and very few drinks. this causes serious abdominal pain, lethargy/fatigue, and damage to the muscular structure of my digestive system. I've been undergoing serious tests and procedures since November.
due to circumstances I am currently displaced, i lost or sold basically all my belongings. I don't have any proper furniture or bedding, and am currently job hunting trying to survive on meager disability pay while I job search, undergo tests and treatments for a yet to be identified illness growing in severity, and search for housing and apply to wait lists, and finding a home and a job while I undergo tests is taking a lot longer than I'd hoped (it's been like 10 months and it's still ongoing) so my GI talked to me about purchasing some at home accommodations to help me where I am as I'm treated and gave me some stuff to look up to help ease problems, and it's becoming clearer every day that I do need at least some kind of easily accessible sleeper and overbed table, because I currently sleep on an air mattress on the floor and it is actively detrimental to my physical condition, and hindering any online work I can do because i cannot currently access my computer from bed. I'm running ragged on ways to find help while I job hunt, I know these posts are annoying and I apologize for that, but I'd really appreciate any help in getting some of these just to make shit more accessible where i am and ease pain and discomfort. my links
Paypal.me/kurgyy
Venmo @ Kurgy
link (seems to be?) working so here are my next main recovery item goals;
- this rolling vertically and horizontally adjustable overbed table that would make working from bed on Those Days accessible
- this mattress pad, the sleeper is way more comfortable than an inflatable mattress, but need a little extra support in bed mode
- A medical journal, reusable ice packs for pain, and fever cooling patches for aches migraines and fevers because my body is a hellscape
- A rolling storage ottoman. I'm severely downsizing everything I have, this would fit perfectly as an anchor under the header of the sleeper soda, abd hold my remaining books
- Lidocaine patches help with a barrage of pain, sore muscles and aches, pulled muscles and pinched nerves, they help!
help out with the birthday gift of groceries
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i watched Free Guy for you and youre gonna turn to me and end The Green Knight by dismissing it as a drug trip to my face? during pride month? on my birthday?
need more voice actors of popular characters to say trans rights in character yall have no idea how much mileage ive gotten out of this
finally reading/watching jjk and everyone who told me they knew Toji would be my favorite owes me $50 each
telling a medical professional to their face to stop patronizing you is better than heroine even better when they get openly embarrassed
making Elaine the Nowhere City anti hero she aint good she aint bad but she is dedicated to molecular science and could really use an ethics board. she is an accomplished biochemist masquerading as Josh's therapist under Bjs direction and she takes his orders like an employee and his checks so she can have continued access to Josh, whose condition as a reanimated corpse was disclosed to her under nda after she was given his cell samples to analyze and discovered his genetic makeup is cannibalistic on a molecular level, deprived of meat his cells will begin to cannibalize each other. she wants to study his physiology and behavior and stabs Bj in the back the moment she can to encourage Josh to disobedience in the interest of scientific observation. she frequently helps him as a confidant and friend to seek his own personhood, in the interest of seeing the person Josh is compared to Joshua on a molecular and personal level. she is my queen
Anonymous asked:
Have you read the MHA leaks yet?
i was only reading this series for the conclusion to Dabi's story which we got and it was horrible so nah
#90% of the surviving#keyword being surviving#members of the league have had their stories ended#do you know how they have ended?#death#torture prison#death again#torture prison again#you guessed it its torture prison for a 3rd time#the precedent was set#i delusionally hoped that maybe at least some of the villains they've been hammering home as victims of abuse and discrimination#might survive and get a chance#Dabi's conclusion proved to me that no#they wont#its death or torture prison#and this series is a narrative failure in every way