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and knuckles

@kurgy / kurgy.tumblr.com

Aiden • 28 • trans he / him personal • art blog 18+
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my patreon is still under slight construction but is getting pretty regular updates now, if you'd like to support my work and projects please check it out! I'll be sharing lots of illustrations and concept art, brainstorming/polling and novel and comics as well for things like New Harbor (queer horror-romance anthology), Untitled ttrpg inspired game series (separate games, individually titled such as Child of Sareth, Winter Ruins, Faithful, etc.,) made in rpg maker mz! concept art, wips, and full written chapters for Harsh Truths, a queer post-post apocalyptic adult fantasy novel! plus animatics, comics, wips, speedpaints, all in tier 1 which is set at $1!

check it out here on my Patreon

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been having a serious physical health problem for many years that is recently very quickly getting worse and as I undergo more tests and procedures while the problem actively gets worse, I got stuck having a serious talk about "purchasing at home accommodations" while they figure out whats wrong with my stomach and work out a treatment plan, because the costs of hospitalizing me for further testing/treatment instead for the unforeseeable futurewould ruin me, so I'm looking up some of the things she suggested, pricing shit out, and god half of this stuff was already out of the question because I am still displaced and man, and this is still technically cheaper than hospital bills, but I simply cannot save up/raise the money to get any of this in a timely manner

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the fact that only half of this comes to around 1000 at best, im realizing once again that when it comes to medical care and accommodations, if you don't already have money the plan is die

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since asking for help requires a certain level or transparency, and im struggling with every aspect of life rn with finances and job/housing crises, basically I have a very serious medical condition, one I've had for a little over a decade. they haven't figured out the cause yet but seeking treatment has been an ongoing battle, one that in the meantime Ive gotten significantly worse. the main symptom is nausea and uncontrollable vomiting. I spend a lot of the day every day hunched over the toilet and vomiting until there's nothing left in my system, and then just nonstop empty heaving restricting breathing, sometimes until I pass out. I can not hold down any food, and very few drinks. this causes serious abdominal pain, lethargy/fatigue, and damage to the muscular structure of my digestive system. I've been undergoing serious tests and procedures since November.

due to circumstances I am currently displaced, i lost or sold basically all my belongings. I don't have any proper furniture or bedding, and am currently job hunting trying to survive on meager disability pay while I job search, undergo tests and treatments for a yet to be identified illness growing in severity, and search for housing and apply to wait lists, and finding a home and a job while I undergo tests is taking a lot longer than I'd hoped (it's been like 10 months and it's still ongoing) so my GI talked to me about purchasing some at home accommodations to help me where I am as I'm treated and gave me some stuff to look up to help ease problems, and it's becoming clearer every day that I do need at least some kind of easily accessible sleeper and overbed table, because I currently sleep on an air mattress on the floor and it is actively detrimental to my physical condition, and hindering any online work I can do because i cannot currently access my computer from bed. I'm running ragged on ways to find help while I job hunt, I know these posts are annoying and I apologize for that, but I'd really appreciate any help in getting some of these just to make shit more accessible where i am and ease pain and discomfort. my links

Paypal.me/kurgyy

Venmo @ Kurgy

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fixing wishlist link round 3

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link (seems to be?) working so here are my next main recovery item goals;

  • this rolling vertically and horizontally adjustable overbed table that would make working from bed on Those Days accessible
  • this mattress pad, the sleeper is way more comfortable than an inflatable mattress, but need a little extra support in bed mode
  • A medical journal, reusable ice packs for pain, and fever cooling patches for aches migraines and fevers because my body is a hellscape
  • A rolling storage ottoman. I'm severely downsizing everything I have, this would fit perfectly as an anchor under the header of the sleeper soda, abd hold my remaining books
  • Lidocaine patches help with a barrage of pain, sore muscles and aches, pulled muscles and pinched nerves, they help!

twitter image cropping is funnier than me

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been having a serious physical health problem for many years that is recently very quickly getting worse and as I undergo more tests and procedures while the problem actively gets worse, I got stuck having a serious talk about "purchasing at home accommodations" while they figure out whats wrong with my stomach and work out a treatment plan, because the costs of hospitalizing me for further testing/treatment instead for the unforeseeable futurewould ruin me, so I'm looking up some of the things she suggested, pricing shit out, and god half of this stuff was already out of the question because I am still displaced and man, and this is still technically cheaper than hospital bills, but I simply cannot save up/raise the money to get any of this in a timely manner

Avatar

the fact that only half of this comes to around 1000 at best, im realizing once again that when it comes to medical care and accommodations, if you don't already have money the plan is die

Avatar

since asking for help requires a certain level or transparency, and im struggling with every aspect of life rn with finances and job/housing crises, basically I have a very serious medical condition, one I've had for a little over a decade. they haven't figured out the cause yet but seeking treatment has been an ongoing battle, one that in the meantime Ive gotten significantly worse. the main symptom is nausea and uncontrollable vomiting. I spend a lot of the day every day hunched over the toilet and vomiting until there's nothing left in my system, and then just nonstop empty heaving restricting breathing, sometimes until I pass out. I can not hold down any food, and very few drinks. this causes serious abdominal pain, lethargy/fatigue, and damage to the muscular structure of my digestive system. I've been undergoing serious tests and procedures since November.

due to circumstances I am currently displaced, i lost or sold basically all my belongings. I don't have any proper furniture or bedding, and am currently job hunting trying to survive on meager disability pay while I job search, undergo tests and treatments for a yet to be identified illness growing in severity, and search for housing and apply to wait lists, and finding a home and a job while I undergo tests is taking a lot longer than I'd hoped (it's been like 10 months and it's still ongoing) so my GI talked to me about purchasing some at home accommodations to help me where I am as I'm treated and gave me some stuff to look up to help ease problems, and it's becoming clearer every day that I do need at least some kind of easily accessible sleeper and overbed table, because I currently sleep on an air mattress on the floor and it is actively detrimental to my physical condition, and hindering any online work I can do because i cannot currently access my computer from bed. I'm running ragged on ways to find help while I job hunt, I know these posts are annoying and I apologize for that, but I'd really appreciate any help in getting some of these just to make shit more accessible where i am and ease pain and discomfort. my links

Paypal.me/kurgyy

Venmo @ Kurgy

Avatar

fixing wishlist link round 3

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link (seems to be?) working so here are my next main recovery item goals;

  • this rolling vertically and horizontally adjustable overbed table that would make working from bed on Those Days accessible
  • this mattress pad, the sleeper is way more comfortable than an inflatable mattress, but need a little extra support in bed mode
  • A medical journal, reusable ice packs for pain, and fever cooling patches for aches migraines and fevers because my body is a hellscape
  • A rolling storage ottoman. I'm severely downsizing everything I have, this would fit perfectly as an anchor under the header of the sleeper soda, abd hold my remaining books
  • Lidocaine patches help with a barrage of pain, sore muscles and aches, pulled muscles and pinched nerves, they help!
Avatar

my patreon is still under slight construction but is getting pretty regular updates now, if you'd like to support my work and projects please check it out! I'll be sharing lots of illustrations and concept art, brainstorming/polling and novel and comics as well for things like New Harbor (queer horror-romance anthology), Untitled ttrpg inspired game series (separate games, individually titled such as Child of Sareth, Winter Ruins, Faithful, etc.,) made in rpg maker mz! concept art, wips, and full written chapters for Harsh Truths, a queer post-post apocalyptic adult fantasy novel! plus animatics, comics, wips, speedpaints, all in tier 1 which is set at $1!

check it out here on my Patreon

I must speak my truth where the vsynth community cannot hear me but this is a downgrade

does adulthood mean getting excited over a surprise gift of lidocaine patches because ill take whatever joy comes my way

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been having a serious physical health problem for many years that is recently very quickly getting worse and as I undergo more tests and procedures while the problem actively gets worse, I got stuck having a serious talk about "purchasing at home accommodations" while they figure out whats wrong with my stomach and work out a treatment plan, because the costs of hospitalizing me for further testing/treatment instead for the unforeseeable futurewould ruin me, so I'm looking up some of the things she suggested, pricing shit out, and god half of this stuff was already out of the question because I am still displaced and man, and this is still technically cheaper than hospital bills, but I simply cannot save up/raise the money to get any of this in a timely manner

Avatar

the fact that only half of this comes to around 1000 at best, im realizing once again that when it comes to medical care and accommodations, if you don't already have money the plan is die

Avatar

since asking for help requires a certain level or transparency, and im struggling with every aspect of life rn with finances and job/housing crises, basically I have a very serious medical condition, one I've had for a little over a decade. they haven't figured out the cause yet but seeking treatment has been an ongoing battle, one that in the meantime Ive gotten significantly worse. the main symptom is nausea and uncontrollable vomiting. I spend a lot of the day every day hunched over the toilet and vomiting until there's nothing left in my system, and then just nonstop empty heaving restricting breathing, sometimes until I pass out. I can not hold down any food, and very few drinks. this causes serious abdominal pain, lethargy/fatigue, and damage to the muscular structure of my digestive system. I've been undergoing serious tests and procedures since November.

due to circumstances I am currently displaced, i lost or sold basically all my belongings. I don't have any proper furniture or bedding, and am currently job hunting trying to survive on meager disability pay while I job search, undergo tests and treatments for a yet to be identified illness growing in severity, and search for housing and apply to wait lists, and finding a home and a job while I undergo tests is taking a lot longer than I'd hoped (it's been like 10 months and it's still ongoing) so my GI talked to me about purchasing some at home accommodations to help me where I am as I'm treated and gave me some stuff to look up to help ease problems, and it's becoming clearer every day that I do need at least some kind of easily accessible sleeper and overbed table, because I currently sleep on an air mattress on the floor and it is actively detrimental to my physical condition, and hindering any online work I can do because i cannot currently access my computer from bed. I'm running ragged on ways to find help while I job hunt, I know these posts are annoying and I apologize for that, but I'd really appreciate any help in getting some of these just to make shit more accessible where i am and ease pain and discomfort. my links

Paypal.me/kurgyy

Venmo @ Kurgy

Avatar

fixing wishlist link round 3

Avatar

link (seems to be?) working so here are my next main recovery item goals;

  • this rolling vertically and horizontally adjustable overbed table that would make working from bed on Those Days accessible
  • this mattress pad, the sleeper is way more comfortable than an inflatable mattress, but need a little extra support in bed mode
  • A medical journal, reusable ice packs for pain, and fever cooling patches for aches migraines and fevers because my body is a hellscape
  • A rolling storage ottoman. I'm severely downsizing everything I have, this would fit perfectly as an anchor under the header of the sleeper soda, abd hold my remaining books
  • Lidocaine patches help with a barrage of pain, sore muscles and aches, pulled muscles and pinched nerves, they help!

if I knew anything about fighting game and pixel animation I would make a fake New Harbor fighting game roster. there is no reason for this other than I want to

(me, normal) so i hear you like miguel o’hara well let me tell you about a little game called spiderman edge of time

i love the sonic adventure 2 battle intro cause of that stupid animation knuckles has in it

i can’t find a gif of it can somebody please post it

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wait hold on. does it just say kukle.

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It actually says “KUCKLE”