Please don't tell my you envy my relationship. That your amazed with how we handle long distance And whatever you do, don't ask how I don't worry How trusting my soulmate is possible being miles away Please don't tell me how our realtionship is "goals" and that you love how happy we are. Alothough we are very happy together.. you need to realize how hard it really is to be miles apart As much as I want to be a role model and show you true love exists and have you look up to my relationship ..I ask you not too It's not easy I do worry We have sepperate lives most of the time. We talk on the phone sometimes once a month maybe less and every time we hang up. I cry . Talking to him is the best part of my day, week, month.. We are both so busy living our lives that Instead of "coming home and exchanging good and bad news " we text each other shortened versions We hardly talk during the day because of his work and my class/work And sometimes we barely talk at night because I need to study and he has home duties We face time once every couple months and Alotho I do trust him with all my heart (I mean he's the man I'm going to marry how could I not) I get jelouse when he goes out without me or does little things like order chicken strips without me . Not because of the people he's choosing to do it with I don't expect him not to have friends . But because I want to be the one doing it with him. Some nights I don't sleep until I get a text at what sometimes it 3am saying "I'm home safe" We can only dream of our future because until we live in the same province . Nothing's official . And when I do come home . Oh my ..To have his arms around me relieves all my worries and stress and everything is good again. But then we have to walk Out the door because I also have family and friends to visit . We never get enough time together weather you think we are together the whole time I visit or not it's never enough ! I would never want anyone to go through this . It's hard . It hurts . It's frustrating . It's a lot of waiting and a lot of countdowns . And then it's wanting time to stop before I have to leave again. Its really bad when it's bad and even tho it's really good when it's good. And it's defiantly worth it for the one you love If you have a choice . Choose your soulmate You're gonna wish you did .