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The boy who got drunk on the cosmos

@kosmos-drifter

alphienaut | 25 | wasted

Hey, i don't make posts like this like, ever. I rarely come on here. But tbh, im kinda desperate. I don't wanna make this a long drawn out post so i'll try and be quick. I'm a content creator, a streamer to be specific. I've been working p hard at becoming affiliate on twitch. I stream 100+ hours a week, i have the amount of followers, and i stream way more than 7 days in a 30 day period. The only notch i haven't knocked off the affiliate requirement is viewers. You need an average of 3, mine shifts from 1.83-2.51. I've started posting frequently on my social medias i use for twitch (twitter and tiktok) and my viewers were going up, i believe if i keep it up i can become affiliate by the end of the month.

The problem is i can't stream anymore.

My internet has gone out and i need that in order to work. I'm autistic and heavily PTSD riddled so working in corporate and (gods forbid) customer service truthfully fucks up my psyche. I wont go in details but it gets really bad, beyond even severe burnout. I've worked hard on being happy and finding myself, i wanna build community and change corrupt systems. You need money to do that. Which i wanna make myself and the best way i've found is through twitch. I'm not unwilling to get a more conventional job if i have to, but its the last thing i want to do. I'm hoping through mutual aid i can pay off my internet and get back to working towards my goals. To get to the point, my internet is $218.92. I know that's a lot for an internet bill, but i havent been able to pay it for the past 2 months. I hit a really hard time financially a little bit ago and im trying to work my way out of it. My cashapp is $Kosmos69

Asking for mutual aid is my last line. I don't have a support group so im hoping i could get some help from y'all. If i get even half of what ik asking i could get my internet back. Thank you to anyone who reads, reblogs, and helps. The place I'm using to get internet now is closing and this post is too long, so i'll leave it at that.

We need to go back to using sailing ships full time like immediately. Yes it would take longer to get places but the Aesthetic is unmatched

Like there is nothing sexier hthan this

Can’t wait for OP to get scurvy

Are you under the impression that the ships themselves are what caused scurvy

Once again. Do you think this is the fault of the ships themselves

I don't think y'all understand how intrinsic the fear and hatred for certain things is in black people. Our ancestors lives literally ended when getting on these boats. For some of us we feel pain, anger, sadness, hatred, and/many other things when looking at these kinds of boats....or boats in general...or large bodies of water...or. I think my points clear.

Serious topic, but one that needs to be shared. There are children in need of support as their mother and family besides a cousin aren't providing it. They're going hungry and being neglected while it falls on their oldest sibling (also a child) to raise them. If you can donate money that takes precedent as without it this children will face even harder times. However if you can help in any way, please do. The link for the gofundme is attached, they're not far from their $500 goal. Black Lives Matter