Sometimes I wonder if anyone in the world knows what happens when we die. With all the people, I can’t help but wonder if anyones figured it out. I think I won’t label myself as atheist anymore. I can’t imagine there being nothing when we die. Not just because it’s terrifying but I also believe it to be illogical. Most everything that humans feel comes from a part in their brain and can be explained away by science. However if we were only science, some things about us wouldn’t exist I believe. There’s such a wide array of kinds of people. And how we love and care for one another. I think that combined with how we contemplate death and losing our loved ones, not to mention supernatural occurences just proves there must be something more. So I’ll ask questions and ponder and ponder and ponder some more. And I’ll find answers, and I won’t find answers but I’ll never stop looking. I’m not sure why but a part of me thinks everyone’s going to be okay when we die. I’m just relieved I’m not god or some omnipotent force that decides who’s okay and who isn’t. So log as my family and friends are okay, that’s fine. They’re too good of people for them not to be okay. We’re made of energy after all, and energy can’t be destroyed.
My sister told me yesterday that I’ve changed a lot, over the time she’s been in New York for almost three years. My biggest fear is that I’ll be stagnant and remain stagnant, unchanging, forever. It was very nice to hear that I’m changing. Even if it’s in ways I can’t see, I’m happy so long as I’m changing. I don’t hate myself or anything like that, I don’t want to be anyone else, I just want to continue to grow and learn. To grow and change. Keep becoming the best version of myself I can be. I’m not sure why…but even though much hasn’t changed, I do feel that I’m getting closer to the best me I can be.
I keep losing the meaning. The point. In anything really. If all our lives are is working in jobs we hate or that we’re not even given basic human decency whats the place? We’re supposed to just endure shit till it’s over, all we’ll ever get is shit. Is it really too much to ask for that I have a well paying job where people treat me like a human being? Call me my name and not stupid or dummy if that’s not when it’s okay to quit your job, then when is it?
I think about death a lot lately. What’s after we die, and all that. What makes me think about it is life itself. It’s all suffering apparently. I was talking with my mom, and I told her I don’t like this job I’m at and I might quit. She said that I was an idiot, and job hopping wouldn’t look good on my resume she said I should just stay at this job, because I’m gonna have a whole bunch of jobs I hate. She said I should stop looking for a place to work where I’m cared about, or a place I like. So apparently life is just working at jobs you hate until you die. I don’t know if I want to live like that. I need something in my life, something that will make it different. Just one thing that will make me enjoy my life. And not want to die.
October will be filled with love.
October will be filled with positivity.
October will be filled with kindness.
October will be filled with happiness.
October will be filled with progress.
October will be filled with blessings.
October will be filled with freedom.
here’s your reminder to let yourself create. not create ‘well’, just create. draw badly. write shitty poems. sing stupid songs. make whatever you want & have a great time doing it. that’s what creation is for. it’s self expression, not perfection
ppl who think that saying “I love you” to someone a lot makes it lose it’s meaning are so boring literally what could make you think that? if someone tells you they love you like 3 times in an hour it means that 3 separate times they were sitting there and thinking about you and how wonderful you are like. smh. say I love you to everyone that you love as often as possible bc sometimes it’s easy to forget that there are people who love you
Reblog with whatever tag first shows up when you type “I just want”.
literally jungkook get the fuck outta my house get out get OUT
Happy pride month to those who are scared
Happy pride month to those who are proud
Happy pride month to those who are out
Happy pride month to those who are closeted
Happy pride month if you’re trying to figure yourself out
Happy pride month if you’ve known for years
Happy pride month to those who it’s their first
Happy pride month to those who have celebrated for years
Happy pride month to those who are afraid to celebrate
Happy pride month to those who will scream it from the rooftops
Happy pride month to you.
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I thought these were some important facts to share since a lot of people don't know any of this
My country is in flames.
Right now, citizens are being killed and injured during protests by the ESMAD. The Government is causing blackouts in several cities and cutting off social media to prevent information from spreading. As of today, about 1700 cases of police brutality have been recorded since the protests started in April 28 (including but not limited to: murder, battery and sexual abuse).
PLEASE SPREAD THIS. COLOMBIA IS IN FLAMES. THE GOVERNMENT DOES NOT CARE ABOUT US AND WANTS TO SEE US PERISH. THIS IS A VIOLATION OF HUMAN RIGHTS.
If you're Colombian, please add more information to this post as you see fit. If you're not Colombian, please share this!! Share it and make sure our voices are heard!! We can't let this go unnoticed. They are killing us.
PLEASE REBLOG TO SPREAD AWARENESS!!🥺
I’m the birb that gets embarrassed by her man
how fastidiously she puts up her little foot to block him like FOR GOD’S SAKE KEVIN LEAVE ME OUT OF THIS
i know i have reblogged this several times but i love it so much
This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.
I reblogged this shit two days ago y’all… what kinda sorcery is this. Oddly specific too …. I’ll take it tho 🤯
I think I did it wrong
Uh I reblogged this like 3 days ago and I start my new job on Monday??? Like idk how you accidentally find a job but I did.
I need to get paid asap so pls ace help
I GOT PAID I GOT PAID!!!!!! MUCH MORE THAN I EXPECTED AAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU ACE
I legit have a specific amount i want in my head rn it better come true 😭
I ALSO HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY I WOULD LIKE TO ACQUIRE, PLEASE HELP
This has worked before, so why not again?
I could really use a miracle. So why not
im super broke let’s see some magic people.
I’m broke sooooo…
I really need sneakers that won’t hurt my feet so…giving it a shot
What have I got to lose
something abt picturing yoongi meticulously cutting two tiny strips of paper that say “please take off your slippers” and “ring the bell, im working” then waddling out onto his “go away” mat to tape them to his wall and door is just. so endearing.