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here, bring all to mind; here, leave all behind

@kittodekiru / kittodekiru.tumblr.com

hey.

I’m not active here anymore.  I’m gonna log out permanently... both this blog and my old one are gonna stay up, because I love magic-kyun! renaissance and I want people who watch it for the first time to be able to find my posts ^^ but that’s all it’s for...

feel free to contact me on twitter, curiouscat, or discord if need be! my discord and other information is posted here !

thanks for hanging out with me!!!! i had a lot of fun here for a while!

obsessed with the idea of angels seeing the first human death. 

ITS JUST SO FUNNY LIKE EJJFJWKIFIIF

angels see a human die for the first time and be like “thats wild lmao wyd after this?”

the angels watching Cain kill Abel:

The angels when they saw Abel in heaven:

“bro that was one fucking powerful nap if you flew all the way up here”

ive seen some posts lately about drawing diversity with actually diverse features, aka instead of just having a black character, drawing the character with nigerian features or instead of just drawing a vaguely indigenous character draw them with features from a specific tribe/area and in any case i figured you might want to check out this site because its a world map where you can click anywhere and it’ll show you different human phenotypes based on region and really goes into showing many types of people. like im making a chilean character so clicked on chile and it showed me this

which pops up this and this 

its just a pretty neat website to really become better at diversifying and strengthening your character designs

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as a society we have to start bullying rich ivy league kids more. they’re like “i go to harvard” and you gotta be like “what? never heard of it”

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i got a lot of shit about this post a few days ago but ever since that scandal broke? crickets

“I have a degree from yale”

“Psh did your MOM buy it for you?”

I had someone once tell me while crying that she was so sad that aro people don’t feel love.

My room is full of my favorite books, my plants, and little knicknacks of all the places I’ve been and things I’ve done. Many of them were made or bought for me. There are cards taped to the walls written with notes of love from family and friends.

I bought cards this weekend to mail to my long distance friends. Everyone sort of gets down in winter (gotta love seasonal depression) so I think that will help.

I try to visit my grandparents as often as I can. They’re getting older, and seeing me makes their week. They have an adorable dog. My grandfather couldn’t be prouder of me and is always on my side. I love his stories. My grandma loves to bake me things and sing to me. I tell her I love her. She says “I love you more.” I tell her I know she does. Nothing can compete with a grandmother.

My best friends in the entire world are always texting me when we’re not together. Sometimes even when we are together we still message each other. It’s sort of funnier that way. Sending memes. Asking how each other is doing. Supporting each other in highs and lows. Not being able to wait to tell that one person that one story you know they’ll love.

There are ducks at the pond on my campus. They were the first friends I made here. A couple times a week I spend time with them with another friend. It’s usually the best part of the day.

Any chance I get, I go outside to see the stars and moon, because I never know when it’ll be clear again. I almost cried on Friday after seeing them for the first time in weeks. The moon. Orion. The Big Dipper. The winter hexagon. Venus. Every point of light is special. A cosmic message that you are not alone. I tell the stars everything and I end every meeting with “I love you.”

I hug my favorite stuffed animals. I take my new medication that makes me feel better than I have in years. I can’t wait to get up and keep working on my passion project, a speculative fiction novel.

I love my life. I love myself. Other people love me and I love them. I love what I’m doing.

I am aro. My life is full. It was never incomplete and never will be.