kiriani

See you in the New Year.

✨ Greaser Spirk ✨ @trinbeee on twitter suggested that butch Spock greaser femme Kirk would be an amazing combo and my brain exploded. I have several ideas pending but this is the one at minimum that made it through the chaos to a final product. A lot of visual inspirations in here obvi Leyendecker but also Hannah Webb.

ID: Image is of Spock as a greaser leaning against Kirk, an arm draped around Kirk's shoulders and neck pulling him so close thier bodies are pressed tight against each other from hip to shoulder. Spock is gazing intensely into Kirk's eyes while Kirk's head is tilted slightly down, looking up at Spock through his eyeslashes. He is tentative, understanding that the Vulcan has a dangerous reputation, but cemented to the spot, transfixed by his dark eyes and handsome sharp features.

“There is one last subject I must address. I have tried on many occasions to write about Jim Kirk. This seems to me an increasingly impossible task. Jim Kirk lies at the very heart of this account; he is present on every page, the ink in which these words have been written… How do you write about someone that you have so deeply loved?”

- Spock, The Autobiography of Mr. Spock

"you almost make me believe in luck" "you almost make me believe in miracles" HELLO????? ARE YOU SERIOUS??????? AT WORK???????????

vulcan excellence

Training for the duel on Cloud City

PERSEPHONE????!?!!!???

She’s too beautiful not to reblog.

Here’s the thing. Practical self-care, such as showering, feeding yourself, talking a walk, cleaning your space, getting rest, ect. will not solve every problem you have. Especially the big, serious ones. But it will solve a ton of smaller problems that are building up, adding to your stress, and using the energy you need to cope with those big serious problems.

You can feel as awful as you want, just eat a sandwich first.

I think there’s this little instinct we have that rejects solutions to our problems if I feel better after getting my sandwich that means my problems are less valid and therefore if I want my pain to be REAL it can’t be relieved in any way which is nonsense the reason why my problems feel smaller when I take care of myself is that I have more energy to cope with them and that’s a GOOD thing The whole “oh must be nice to think that getting outside cures depression” movement is not in my opinion a victim complex so much as it’s a “I’m in pain and when you try to give me an easy solution it feels like you’re not listening to me” reaction 

tags by awesomebutunpractical

Those tags are AMAZING. Someone finally identified what felt so hard about this to me. It ISN’T a victim complex. It’s an expression of profound frustration and pain.

The un-fun self care is really no more than this: giving the “soft animal” of your body (thx Mary Oliver) what it needs to survive. To take actions to give it the basics, so the body itself feels a little better. That alleviates enough some days to feel pretty okay.

there is no way to hate myself into becoming a person i like.

there is no way to shame myself into a better life.

i can’t motivate myself to heal in the same ways i encouraged my own destruction.

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There is so much going on here, the fact she made a laptop mockup for her own cat, the fact that she put the “google images of birds” on it, the fact that the cat KNOWS it’s the cat’s “laptop,” the fact that the cat is UPSET WHEN HER LAPTOP IS MESSED WITH...

12/10 would watch again

So great lol

You TOUCH Miette’s LAPTOP?

at least we have each other... right?

Some of my TOS studies

“Because, you needed each other. I could not deprive you of the revelation of all that you could accomplish together. Of a friendship, that would define you both, in ways you cannot yet realize.”

Ocean Spray

Le Four Lighthouse is a lighthouse in Brittany, south of Grand Château.

@mllekurtz!!!

fellas is it gay to have to have a whole new word invented to describe your relationship to your first officer

breath life into me

posting this on twitter will get you put into witness protection