Tired of not being able to sleep. Tired of not being able to talk to anyone. Sad that everyone is busy and no one is there.
A tired soul
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You are dealing with life and your struggles the only way you know how and you’re doing so great :))
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It's been 4 years since I've been suffering with this disease. During each of these treacherous years, I've been through more than anyone could ever experience. Yesterday, I had to encounter the same experience yet again. Friends who are supposedly good people. Family who says they are everything good for you. Love that's never there.
Here I am, still struggling to understand what I did to deserve all of this. All I want, is real, understanding friends. Those that are actually there for me and who won't just lie and use me for what I can offer. People who will be there for me in the tough times. Guess people like that don't exist anymore.
In a family, all I've ever wanted was an understanding and a loving family. Every day of my life, its just about causing problems in the family or who is better than the rest. Why can't everyone be good enough huh? Why is it always a competition and why is it I always end up the bad one in the end?
Don't they understand that's why I always run away. Don't they understand that's why I'm never around. All they want to do is blame me for things I am never apart of, bring me down for things I've never done or say things about me that no human being should ever hear in their lives.
Why is it they all hate me so much? Am I such a terrible human being that all I deserve in life is pain and sorrow and no sort of happiness? This is why I've always loved being alone.
Love? Too busy for me because everything else is definitely more important. In between school and more school; I have no way of fitting in there. Honestly? Don't even care to be anymore.
Only me can let me down and only me can determine what's best for me. I'm tired of it all and I hope I never end it all but I'm close to the edge and never wanna look back anymore. Anything happens, it's because life is too cruel and the people in it are all self absorbed and mean.
Today is the day I look at my life and wonder. Wonder if I'm making the correct decisions, wonder what I did to deserve all of this pain and sorrow and the list just goes on.
Oh well....
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“You must be proud of who you are. Proud of what you’ve battled through. Proud of how you’ve grown as a person. You may not be absolutely perfect, but who is? Not many. Even through your quirks and flaws, you must accept yourself. Respect yourself. Be proud of the work you’re putting in to become the better person of tomorrow.”
— Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin
This world is a tricky place isn't it. If you've never met anyone that hasn't made you feel like absolute shit once in a while, say thank goodness.
Here I am, the worst medical news in my life but sitting here thinking about what are people's opinions about me. What do I mean to them. Every response was disappointing. I feel useless and I'm tired.
I fight so much to get through every single day of my life and at the end of the day, I just get fucked over. I've always been that one to give everyone the benefit of the doubt and think everyone comes into your life with good intentions and then bam.
One little mistake and everybody fucking hates you. I hate this world and I hate everyone in it.
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You have done it, my friend. You have gotten through another day. You have succeeded, or you have learned. You have laughed, or you have become rejuvenated. You have done it, and yet another day awaits you tomorrow. Another beautiful day. Are you ready?
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Try to dive into your interests. Discover a little bit more about yourself. Now is the time that you are fully able to focus on your own beautiful interests!
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It's amazing that your girlfriend could be crying in the room next to you. Yet, you choose to stay with the man that made it happened and pretend nothing is happening.
2019 everyone
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This was a huge lesson for me. I cared so much what everyone though that I was constantly trying to fit in everywhere I went.
But I learned that people change, and one day they’ll like you and the next they’ll not.
I remember one time I got these super cool new skater sketcher shoes and I wore them once to school and some kids made fun of them. I cared so much that I never wore those shoes to school again. Even tho I begged my mom to buy them for me.
Now I’ve learned that everyone is on their path and everyone’s path is different. So just because someone doesn’t approve of your path, it doesn’t mean you need to go start walking the path they are on. When someone judges you or you feel disapproval from them, return to love and remember you are amazing, perfect and you’re on your personal journey. And your journey gets to look exactly like YOU want it to look!
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Nobody got you, like you got yourself.
Not your mother, father or even your boyfriend. If you dont love, admire, motivate or even strengthen yourself. Trust me honey, no one will. Be your #1 supporter and remind yourself that your happiness comes before others in this world.
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I hope that you have the most beautiful sleep tonight, my friend. Please do take care of yourself, breathe,
and rest easy.
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Every. Fucking. Morning.
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I hate being alone dont you? Especially when you cant be alone, you could never survive alone. Sometimes however, in order to be happy we must be alone otherwise your happiness would dwell on the presence of others and people disappoint. Never put your happiness in the hands of someone else. Put yourself first always and try to cherish yourself. You could die anytime in your life and the only one who would care is you. Just keep fighting and pray it gets better with time. Otherwise, that pain and hurt would just kill you faster than any disease in this world.