Yesterday me and my mum went for a long walk at the beach and I did more than her, about 7,5 Kilometres and then when I went back home she caught me checking at my thighs.. I felt soo embarrassing like, she wasn’t supposed to see that. But anyway she just complimented me and I was like oh yeah thanks so she won’t notice..
I’m still on vacation for about 10 more days,and we don’t have a scale here so I haven’t weight myself for almost a month and it’s stressful. Anyway, I’m working out almost every day, just to feel better with myself and everything and hopefully I will have lost some weight when I go back. My point is that I think I’m doing good because my collarbones started to show again enough. Anyway stay strong you guys and stay hydrated
I’m on vacation at my grandma with my family, and lately I’ve gained some weight due to my thyroid issues and everything. So now I’m trying to lose it by exercising almost every day and cut down all the unnecessary food because I don’t feel good in my own body and I wanna go back to my lowest. Anyway so today my mom commented twice on my body, first about a short that was like slim-fit and that it was looking too bad on me and then on how much I’m eating lately. Like… dude I’m trying🤷🏼♀️ So now I guess I just have one more reason to keep me motivated, even though it makes me really sad to listen to those comments from my family.
Do you ever look yourself in the mirror and wish that you could like starve and lose weight faster ? Like I wanna wake up and lose those 5kg I’ve gained back I don’t know for how long I’ll be able to do this.. especially with Easter coming in less than a month. Anyway whatever you do stay safe!
Today I had a really cold shower( which usually burns some calories, but I didn’t do that on purpose) and after that I just ate some soup which was around 150-200cal, even though I didn’t intend to eat today.. Anyway after that I ate just a bite size of bread and I cried that much cause I didn’t want to.. And I’m feeling really bad cause I ate less than any other day but I want to lose weight till the end of the year and I don’t think this will happen and I can’t handle that anymore
I’m not really in a good mood.. I can’t stop eating due to the quarantine and I’ve gained some weight back and I have acquired some pimples.. Which is really annoying and I know I’ve gone too far because they are due to my hormones that are “triggered” by the weight gain.. And I’m really sad about it because I never had acne not even through puberty..
Do you ever wish to feel sick so you lose your appetite and lose some weight ? Well so do I sometimes...but now I have an awful stomach ache for like 4 days straight and I feel like throwing up even though I can’t even drink water.. and I don’t even know why. It sucks not to be able to eat and feeling like that
I don’t know what’s worse anymore.. the fact that I’m trying to go back to 49kg where I was last winter even though I’m going through all this thing for more than 3years.. or the fact that I go 2 days straight without eating nothing and my mum doesn’t even try to make me eat anymore.. Both make me sad though
It’s sad but true that my mum doesn’t even notice that I don’t eat for like 24 hours and more even though I’m at the house for days without going out... I just wanna go to my own house and start university so I don’t have to care at all
Guys I wanna say that when your are on period or your waiting for it you shouldn’t weight yourself. Like I was so bloated and the scale showed me 2 kilos more than I’m for real. So I don’t recommend it, the best day to weight yourself is right after your period is over
Losing weight is like “okey I’m going to lose that much and then I’ll stop cause it’ll feel great”. But when you lose as much as you set as your goal weight as first you’re like okey that seems ideal I won’t lose any more. And after a while maintaining that weight it starts to feel like you didn’t lose at all. Like wtf ? Anyway I’ve gained some weight during holidays and I’m disgusted with myself for real so I’m going to starve as much as I can cause at first it’s really easy to lose weigh. But can it please happen like in a week? I’m already hungry it’s annoying
Today ( Saturday night in my country ) I woke up with this stomachache which I have since Tuesday lol and had gotten really annoying cause I couldn’t cure it. I thought that it would have gone since I threw out yesterday but it didn’t so I thought it was a good idea to avoid some foods that might were to be blamed for it. So I didn’t drink my morning coffee, I didn’t eat meat ( which I eat for like 2 months cause I was vegetarian for almost 2 years) or cheese and I also drank some water with lemon and now I’m totally fine. Apparently something disagreed with me and now I have to find out what in order to avoid it but it was a nice week since I didn’t eat a lot
Hello there, does anyone knows where the fuck we get the motivation to keep going ? I’m disgusted with myself
I have an awful stomachache since Tuesday (or maybe a little more) end I can’t even eat without literally die from the pain and that nausea feeling. At first I thought well maybe it’s a chance to starve a little more but today I feel even worse than Tuesday and I don’t know what to do. Like okey I need this to stop and I feel like if I don’t throw up ( which feeling never goes away the past days) I won’t feel better but on the other hand I haven’t eaten since lunch so I have nothing to throw up wtf. What should I do ?
Do you guys used to have that one friend you were really close and could share anything with, the one that was always there even at your lowest weight ? That used to say you don’t need that shit and you are hurting yourself and you have to stop cause they are so afraid of losing you.. and now you barely talk, for no reason ? Yeah that’s so sad, I can’t deal with it. I hope you all doing better and if you need anything I’ll be there
As you may know the college in my country starts at October (unless things change due to the Covid-19). Soo my new goal is to lose as more as I can till then, which will make me feel great and I will be motivated the whole time. I hope eventually I go back to my habits of fasting as long as I can and eating a little bit every now and then.
Do you have like many thinspos saved on your phone that you are afraid that someone may see them while taking your phone ?
Hello there, there is something I wanted to share with u. Well, since I got my period ( elementary school) I had iron deficiency and through the years I got anemia because of this. The past 1.5 years I turned into vegetarian which I know that isn’t suggested in my occasion but I couldn’t eat meat anymore cause I was so full of this. Anyway that had no change in my case but after all this years my “numbers” ( iron hematocrit etc) which have been reallyyy low since always got way worse than that. So even though I’ve been taking supplements for literally half of my life, that had no result so I got into hospital and I had intravenous iron injection. Now I’m wayy better but the thing is that I don’t crave ice anymore as I used to and I don’t really eat ice cubes at all and I don’t know what to do to cope with all the cravings. Any idea ??
It sucks being fat you know.. I mean yeah I’m still in the same weight, didn’t gain or lose any more, but I feel awful. But now I’m in a phase where I can’t handle with my emotions and the fact that I can’t control my weight and my diet either makes me feel worse. Hopefully I’m better soon. You take care of yourselves and if you feel like talking about what’s going on, send me