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YOU’RE LEAVING ME﹆ J. JK

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in which jungkook found a divorce paper in your drawer after you had an argument with him.

pairings: hubby!jungkook x wife!reader

genre: sprinkle of angst with fluff

warnings: koo thinks you’re leaving him, koo slight cussing in front of your baby (?) and kisses!

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You watch your baby girl drink her milk as she holds on to the baby bottle and sigh softly. Last night wasn't the best night for you and your husband. And you really felt uneasy about it.

He even insisted on sleeping on the couch, and now he left upstairs to not bother you and shower. "Do you think I went hard on your daddy last night?" You ask for Hyori to look up at you with her doe eyes.

Even if she didn't know how to talk yet, she always answered, blinking her eyes as a yes. You feel guilt hitting you and say "But he was the one who came late drunk and yelled at me." Your daughter ignores you as she blubbers words you didn't understand.

Last night, you remember Jungkook coming home late and drunk. You remember scolding him for getting drunk even after he had a family to grow and secure for him to yell at you saying he felt trapped and wanted a guys night with his friends.

It really broke your heart. Not the fact he got drunk but the way he said it... It was more of him wanting a break from you and his daughter… feeling trapped.

You quickly push away the negative thoughts and start to make an easy breakfast for him.

Meanwhile, Jungkook was upstairs, he dried his cheekbone-length grown hair with his towel and placed it on the handle of the bathroom door. Walking to the dresser you both share, he bends to see his reflection and ruffles his hair.

The hangover really fucked him up to where he only remembers him yelling at you and your teary eyes as you went upstairs, crying because of him.

And it really broke his heart. A frustrated sigh escaped his lips as he remembered his drunk self last night and punch of regrets made him groan internally "You always fuck up, don't you?" He scolds his on reflection in the mirror

He really hated drinking but yesterday was differently stressful, to be honest last week was stressful yet he chose not to tell you because he never wanted to worry you like him. Heck he doesn't even know the real reason of him being stressed

Maybe because you never took therapy together. A family therapy that you two agreed on to let your stress and burden out and talk to each other. Your husband shakes his thoughts away and decides to apologise for how he screwed up.

Remembering he was half naked, he decides to wear his favourite grey t-shirt and pulls the first drawer to not find it and close it. He trailed to the second drawer and rumbles to not find it again,

A groan roared from his chest and pushed it closed to try his last where you told him you usually place his t-shirts. Once he opened it, his eyes caught his favourite grey shirt and a smile tinted his bunny lips as he saw it neatly folded

Taking it out caused two stapled paper in a envelope fall onto the bedroom soft mat and curious hand lifted it up to see the head on the paper poking out

'Sang-Cheon Divorce law paper'

Jungkook felt his heart drop as his soft smile faded quickly... You want a divorce? You really wanted— A painful lump formed on his throat that he couldn't swallow or spit it off. His heart was crashing and he could hear it.

Holding it firmly in his hand, Jungkook stood up and walked out from your shared bedroom. No, He didn't want to let go of you, He could never suppress the feeling of being alone when he's out for work let alone divorcing you.

Climbing down the stairs and leading his way to the kitchen, he saw nothing but a finished baby bottle that sat on the high chair Hyori sits on. A panic rises in him when he doesn't see you in the kitchen and rushes to the living room afraid not to see you

But there you were laughing with your eleven month old daughter as she tried to walk by herself. "Yes baby, you can do it! Come to mommy!" Hyori squeals when you clap and holds on tight to the coffee table as she takes a step.

Jungkook feels warmth settling on chest and breathes loud enough to catch your attention. You quickly turn your head to see him leaning against the door frame half naked. "O-oh you're here." You couldn't stop your cheeks heating up.

"Good morning" You say and hold to your daughter who pats your cheek for attention "Good morning." His voice was low and you frown. Was he still upset over last night? Your eyes scanned him from top to bottom until it fell to his left hand that gripped the brown envelope.

Both of you stared at one another not finding the right word to say "Princess I-" Jungkook stops mid sentence feeling his breath hitch as tears welled in his eyes. You look at him confused but more worried, "Jungkookie," You say his name and watch him take a shaky breath.

"You want this family to be over?" He voices out and you widen your eyes, "What are you talking about?" You let your daughter crawl to her toys as you stood on your feet now.

"This." Your husband brings his hand that holds the divorce paper up to your eye level, not bothering about the breezy wind that came from the open window hitting his bare chest "Why didn't you tell me?" his voice was softest than the lullabies your mom sang you.

Wait?! He thinks you want a divorce? You swallow hard and open your mouth "Jungkook that's not what–" He shakes his head cutting you off "I can't let you go, Y/N" he lowly says and you walk closer to him

"I can't let go of you or my daughter" He lifts his chin to his daughter and then you "I can't be myself if I lose you both" You blink severally trying to stop him "Jungkook..."

"What'll I do if you leave me huh? I don't want divorce" His eyes glossed more as tears welled up "Jungkook that's my si–" He keeps talking "I'm sorry ok. I fucked up and yelled at you. I'm sorry princess, for everything! Just don't leave me"

Not caring his tears are now rolling down his cheeks, Your husband walks to you "I don't care if you fall out of love with me, I can make you fall in love with me again" He knew he couldn't control you but right now you were his as he was yours.

"Baby I know I come home late but I can change that, I can leave work for sometime to be–"

"Jeon!" You raise your voice and he closes his mouth fast "Yes, princess" Your chest rises and falls but you speak "Shut up and listen"

"Yes, princess."

"That wasn't mine, It'll never be mine" Jungkook's confused eyes stare back at you "It's my sisters', She's getting divorced in week and wanted her original file to be here in our house because she doesn't trust her husband"

Reality sinks in him as he looks down "She told me to put it in a safe place and I didn't know where so I placed it on our drawer" You explain finally. "So we're not getting divorced?" You bite on your inner cheek to control your laugh at his dumb question and face "No. We're not." Jungkook glances to his daughter "You're both not leaving right? I mean.. You still love me?"

You again nod "I love you yes, and we're are not leaving" A soft gasp leaves your lips as he crashes his body right to you not being bothered my the fact he was squeezing you "I love you to princess, so fucking much"

"Shh" You clasp your hand on his mouth "Language, Hyori is here." Jungkook raises an eyebrow "I don't want her first language to be curse" You murmur and watch him nod as you let go of his mouth

"I'm sorry for last night" He sways your body side to side and you smile "I'll forgive you if you treat us lunch outside today." Jungkook lets out a chuckle out "You love food more than me, don't you?"

You nod quickly for him to push you a little and look at you offended. "You do?" A sudden burst of laughter from you makes his heart swell "No, Jeon.!" He sighs relieved "But I'm hungry right now, let's go out and eat something"

Your husband nods and leans to kiss you but a baby voice makes you both freeze "Fuqk." Shocked, You turn to your daughter who smiles toothless and squeals "What did she jus–"

"Fuqk! Fuqk! Fuqk!" Hyrois' baby voice widens your eye and Jungkook gulps as you turn and glare at him "Run before I pinch your nipples!" You scream and watch your husband run upstairs for his life.

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i literally disappeared for a week or so lmao, how are you kooies doing?

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