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Smile, be Happy😋

@kimkapitan

My life in a nutshell
Don’t fall in love. Once you fall in love, you become attached. Your every waking moment is occupied with the thought of them and pretty soon you start to think of ways to spend every second of every day with them. You feel happy, at an all time high and everything is all sunshine and daisies and it’s the absolute best feeling in the world. Until they leave. Then suddenly the world you created comes crashing down. You start to feel down and there are constant rain clouds over your head. Your heart hurts like it’s never hurt before. What made you happy, doesn’t make you happy anymore. Nothing feels the same. Nothing IS the same. You’re not the same. And sometimes, you never will be. Don’t fall in love.

Excerpt from a story I should probably write. (via starburstsunshinesmiles)

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evrogina
I am worlds away — swallowed whole by the widemouth of the universe. Existing, between breaths — I catch myself. Withdrawn, barefoot I walk the fine line between all that is seen & unseen. Gracing my palms against the surfaces of both chaos & control.
I built these walls for protection, you told me to let my anger out so I hit them until my knuckles turned raw and now my walls are crumbling down. You let me believe it was okay to show you who I was… who I am. It wasn’t, it wasn’t okay because now that you’ve seen it all you don’t want me anymore; I’m not good enough for you, exactly as I wasn’t good enough for them. The thing is that no matter how much or how many times you hurt me, I will stay. I will stay because I love you, and since my walls are falling apart piece by piece you are my home, my backbone. And your rejection was like me hitting the walls and my heart like walls, cracking, breaking, crumbling piece by fucking piece and it hurts. I will stay anyhow… because I am your walls, and for you I will fall.
Source: wnq-writers
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perrfectly
I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes, the body’s way of saying ‘I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time,’ you have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies

Eric Shaw (via perrfectly)