literally
“I just want someone to be truly happy because of me. Someone who is happy to see me, happy to hear me, happy to know me.”
— Unknown
“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
If I'm such a piece of shit though break up with me it's not like I'm special anyway your gonna find someone better and prettier and y'all r gonna b happy and imma b stalking your face book fuckin crying because I'm a piece of shit whore who's family doesn't wanna talk to her ....I'll be alone and that's fine....it's easier that way ....maybe then I'll be able to kill myself properly...shit rn I wanna do it but yk what the fuck ever I'm so over this shit fuck me fuck this can you just let me die? Your gonna leave anyway why does this shit even matter? Like wtf ? Just go
Birthdays scare me
I hate this horrible reminder
That I suffered another year
That I didn't manage to end it
It's like life is mocking me
Every year
Would u be mad at me if i bled out on ur new carpet
I don't have carpet





