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Syd

@kill-syd

Coping with existential dread by being a little silly on the internet.
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000l

If I block you & you find another way to contact me, mf yea we gettin back together

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“I just want someone to be truly happy because of me. Someone who is happy to see me, happy to hear me, happy to know me.”

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surqrised
“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

If I'm such a piece of shit though break up with me it's not like I'm special anyway your gonna find someone better and prettier and y'all r gonna b happy and imma b stalking your face book fuckin crying because I'm a piece of shit whore who's family doesn't wanna talk to her ....I'll be alone and that's fine....it's easier that way ....maybe then I'll be able to kill myself properly...shit rn I wanna do it but yk what the fuck ever I'm so over this shit fuck me fuck this can you just let me die? Your gonna leave anyway why does this shit even matter? Like wtf ? Just go

Birthdays scare me

I hate this horrible reminder

That I suffered another year

That I didn't manage to end it

It's like life is mocking me

Every year