Ok so im having a really hard time with my dysphorya and my family rn its not them its me because every minute of every day is spent trying to keep my self together. I am not me in this body and nobody can understand how my dysphorya feels to me and I can't explain it because it all I can do is scream
When words don't begin to scratch the surface of how it feels to die inside when u look at your self but u can't just hide and not let the world see u cuz u know life
Ok so my nickname is rainbow bitch cuz I be gay af I was walking in the store with my friend and a teacher of mine walks buy us just as she calls me bu saying yo rainbow bitch come over here its that sexy girl u wanna kiss every time you see her the teacher looks at me and says I hope her weave be on fleek tho. And starts laughing his ass of. Like he be chill af
Lesbian cock rings should be gummy life savers cuz its my two favorite things in the world pussy and candy
My transition
So i really want top surgery and to be put on T so I can start having a deeper voice and more body hair Nobody really knows about how I'm feeling right now cuz I have only told my friend maggs that I'm trans... its hard to be dealing with my dysporya by my self because most of my in security's have to deal with my chest and voice. I need to get something done even something as simple as using my proper pronouns. Hi my name is jack
Hi I haven't really said anything about me being transgender but I need to because my dysphoria has been really bad. I am ftm my mom isn't supporting the fact that I have wanted to be a man sense I can remember I cant bind I can't get top or bottom surgery and its messing with me mentally. So I want to be who I am and not hate my body indefanetly. I want to have my own YouTube channel but so far its not happening but what I can do is start a day in the life vlog with my friend That's all for now
When you fuck up so bad that you can't even smile cuz you hate yourself for falling into its clutches again
I so have a type…
Damn she is perfect
Fallingdowntherabithole
I fell for you way to hard way to fast I kicked my addiction for you and yet I'm still nothing but a fly to u I tried to be nice and you were a bitch. I loved you and you couldn't see who u had right in front of you goodbye. A message for Emma
My-mind-palace
I'm a blunt ass person who has a shitty personality in the face of society but that doesn't make me a bad person. I'm smarter than what society gives me credit for I can tell u what a simple twitch possibly could be medicly I can also tell u wether you are a good person or a scared person. But I'm also a watcher I don't talk much and that scares people it also makes people think less of me and so they underestimate me. But here is what people don't know if u sit next to me long enough I will talk I am smart and I will show you how to find out more about me u have to watch me to find out about me Only two people have figured this out one is my best friend the other is a therapist but the thing is I don't get hurt this way.
Reblog if LGBT+ members have a safe place on your blog
*presses reblog button violently*
Always. Because I know what it is like not to have one
I feel like the shit right now because I want a girl friend so bad that it hurts. I wonder what it would be like to kiss her lips and scars trying to make it better
date someone who will tap your butt playfully and do the dishes with you after dinner.
date someone who knows the power of running their hands through your hair.
date someone who wants you to succeed as much as they want their own success.
date someone who knows how you take your coffee and what cheers you up.
date someone who you can be independent from but still look forward to reuniting with.
that last one.
Date someone who wants to grow what you and who doesn't care how broken u start out to be Date someone who will geek out and larp and cos play at comic con with u
I have stretch marks.
Reblog if you do too. Just to prove that it is more normal than what people actually think.
reblog if you don’t lift but you still have strong muscles from carrying the weight of your sins
Bros, I'm being completely honest with you right here my fucking brain is exploding right now I want to find someone that will give me goose bumps and hold my hand even if it lasts for two days. I just want to know what it is like to hold a hand that's not my little brothers you know I want I some one to kiss
