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TW: gr**ming themes (*o)

That moment when you grew up naive on the internet as a 13-14 year old but sexual things were normalized around you by an adult idol- so now you are stuck anytime you think about your biggest comfort YouTuber you are constantly reminded about how pictures you made under the pretense of it being "normal" and "okay" are floating around on the internet to where you are ashamed to show your face with people- wanting to die anytime someone talks about looking up art on Fandroid. That, and knowing people will never look at you the same nor forgive you for it.

So if you ever wonder why I gave up on Tumblr- that's why. My journey started here, but ultimately also turned for the worst. I can't delete those things I did and I am at a point where I am just afraid to show up anymore. I did a lot of wrong things and I know I need to be held accountable. Trust me, my own brain never lets me forget it was wrong.

So if you knew me back then I am so sorry you had to witness that. You were literally teaching me what other's didn't and I brushed it all over as being picked on. Ok some genuinely DID pick on me but to be fair it was.. justified KDKDJD that stuff was nasty.

Please know I learned better from that over the years and am looking ahead on my future to build upon myself and teach others.

The only reason why I post this now is because it took one of my newer friends to look at my situation and tell me what actually happened wasn't normal. It has made me sick for years wondering why it happened- and learning this didn't help. I thought I was just some cringey fankid- and I mean.. I still was. At least with this new info: I can give you guys more of an answer as to why that happened.

I know this is going to go under the radar- but for anyone who finds it and even remembers me: I really hope that you do what you would like with this info and apology.

#the crap i make#fandroid
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💚❤️Happy Holidays, everyone!!!❤️💚

This year, I wanted to draw chibi art for as many of my friends as I could! It was difficult towards the end, but I love the end result and having a massive wall of various characters to share.

The Pinky and Brain chibis are a gift for myself, I'll make a sepperate post for them. Enjoy and have a nice day!

Star Man for @asmallspark

Mega Man for @pikaharambe

Axl for Proto

Eggman for Dbotnik

Stitch for Darwincartoon

Tinkerbell for @aquamarine-machine

Gadget for Foxkitty

Inspector Gadget for @ynnep48

Choi for Meruka

Len for Sammykitten

Vivi for CyabRuby

Joker for @mrbunnicula

Red for @scarlettheartist

Gengar for Cody

Alastair for @roxy1049

Junkrat for @pandaioh

Max for @emmasmudge

Balan for @thelegofan21

Nights for Sebastian

The Conductor for @sunsetcarnation264

Pickle for @needles-demon

Yakko for @waffletoast215

And Cooper for @jade-green-butterfly

#this is amazing!!!#look at this!!!#friend art
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Writing x Characters When You Aren’t x, A Masterlist

x: a variable used to represent something unknown.

We’ve seen an influx of questions about how to write stories based around characters of color, disability, non-binary, etc. when the author does not fall into these categories. Rather than have these posts take over the site, we’ve decided to compile a list of resources to help our fellow writers become more educated about writing what they do not immediately know. However, this list is not the end-all-be-all of knowledge; one should always try to learn from someone with first hand experience in any topic. The world is constantly growing and changing, and because of that, there will always be more to learn. The admins at Plotline Hotline want to help writers form respectful, informed, and realistic characters that broaden the narrow range we see in literature today. 

*Be wary that some of the topics listed below contain sensitive material. Reader discretion is advised.* 

As always, the links I found to be especially apt will be in bold. Topics are listed alphabetically, excepting the “other” section.

Culture

Appropriate Cultural Appropriation

What is Cultural Appropriation? [1,2,3]

Cultural Appropriation Is, In Fact, Indefensible

Voice Appropriation & Writing About Other Cultures

Diversity, Appropriation, and Writing the Other [List]

Disability

Writing Disibilities [1,2,3,4,5]

Guides to Writing Deaf or Hard of Hearding People

National Association of the Deaf - Resources [List]

World Federation of the Deaf

Using a Prosthetic Device

Prostehtic Limbs (Character Guide)

How NOT to Write Disabled Characters

A Guide to Disibility Rights Law (United States)

Timeline of Disibility Rights in the United States

Social Security Disability: List of Impairments, Medical Conditions, and Problems [List] (United States)

How to Write Disabled Characters: An Opinion Piece

Artificial Eye Resources [List][Various]

Adapting to the Loss of an Eye

Misconceptions and Myths About Blindness

Blind Characters: A Process of Awareness

Writing Blind Characters [List]

Types of Learning Disabilities [List]

Diversity

A Guide to Spotting and Growing Past Stereotypes

How to Prepare to Write a Diverse Book

The Diversity of Writing

Why Diversity Matters for Everyone

Writing a Driverse Book [1,2,3,4,5]

Diversity, Political Correctness and The Power of Language

Diversity Book List [List][Books]

Basic Tips To Write Subcultures & Minority Religions Better 

Basic Tips to Avoid Tokenism

Gender

GLAAD Media Reference Guide - Transgender

Creating Well-Written Trans Characters

A Few Things Writers Need To Know About Sexuality & Gender Expression

Trans (Character Guide & Bio Building)

A Non-Binary Person’s Guide to Invented Pronouns

Gender Neutral Writing [List]

Keeping a Trans* Person a Person  

Suggestions for Reducing Gendered Terms in Language [Photo]

How to Review a Trans Book as a Cis Person

Writing Characters of Different Genders [List]

Understanding Gender

Gender Spectrum Resources [List]

Gender History

Illness 

Writing Chronic Illness [1,2]

The Spoon Theory - Also pertains to disibility

About HIV/AIDS

Sexually Transmitted Diseases [List]

Sexually Transmitted Infections

Sex and Gender Differences in Health [Study]

All Chronic Illness Topics [List]

Coping with Chronic Illness

All Cancer Types

A Day in the Life of a Home Health Aide/Health Coach

Fiction Books With Chronically Ill Main Characters- Not Cancer [List][Books]

Neurotype (Including Mental Health)

Writing an Autistic Character When You Don’t Have Autism

Depression Resources [List]

What to Consider When Writing Mental Illness

Stanford Psychiatric Patient Care

Inpatient Psychiatric Questions and Tips

Don’t Call Me Crazy [Documentary]

(Avoid) Romanticizing Mental Illness [1,2]

A Day in the Life of a Mental Hospital Patient

State-run vs. Private Mental Hospitals

Mental Disorders

Mental Hospital Non-Fiction [List][Books]

National Institute of Mental Health - Mental Health Information [List]

Writing Autistic

What Causes PTSD?

Remember, Remember: The Basics of Writing Amnesia

ADHD Basic Information

What is a Learning Disability?

What is Neurotypical?

Race

Writing Race: A Checklist for Authors

Transracial Writing for the Sincere

Is my character “black enough”

White Privilege: Unpacking the Invisible Knapsack

Challenge, Counter, Controvert: Subverting Expectations

Writing With Color: Blogs - Recs - Resources [List]

Writing People of Color (If you happen to be a person of another color)

7 Offensive Mistakes Well-Intentioned Writers Make

Description Guide - Words for Skin Tone

Religion

Religion in Novels: Terrific or Taboo?

How to Write a Fantasy Novel that Sells: The Religion

Writing About Faith And Religion

From Aladdin to Homeland: How Hollywood Can Reinforce Racial and Religious Stereotypes 

Sexuality

Understanding Sexual Orientation and Gender Identity [List]

Writing Gay Characters [1,2,3]

American Civil Liberties Union - LGBT+ Rights

LGBT+ Rights by Country or Territory

History of Gay Rights

Gay Rights Movement

LGBT+ Culture

Gay Myths and Stereotypes

LGBT+ Studies Web Sites [List]

LGBTQ Youth Issues

LGBTData.com

Overview of Gay and Lesbian Parenting, Adoption and Foster Care (United States)

Other

How Doctors’ Offices—and Queer Culture—Are Failing Autistic LGBTQ People

Five Traps and Tips for Character Development

Developing Realistic Characters

I hope that this list will provide topics a writer may not initially think to research when writing. If there are any resources that you think would be fitting for this list, please let us know! We want to have as many helpful sources as possible to maximize learning opportunities. 

Stay educated,

xx Sarah

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Need this for later kdkdkd

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✨Please Help Alfred ✨

Hi everyone, not an art update but a friend update. My friend Alfred Coleman, who you may know better as PaperboxHouse, (who you may know better as the “Eggman Announcement” guy) is in serious trouble. 

In the past month I’ve taken him to the ER three times. He’s been suffering from serious stomach pain and anxiety, and he hasn’t been able to keep down a full meal in almost a month. He’s suffering from malnutrition, and he hasn’t been able to take care of himself. Yesterday morning I picked him up from endoscopy surgery, and the hospital discharged him when he was obviously still unwell. He was too weak to walk, and couldn’t even get back in his apartment. I took him to a different hospital to hopefully receive better treatment.

While in the emergency room, I was able to set up a ko-fi page for him to help pay for any medical expenses. This new hospital has already been treating him much better so far, and he finally is being monitored overnight instead of being dismissed like he has been in the past. My only worry is that he would be unable to afford his new treatment, and that’s where you guys come in. 

Through some miracle, we’ve already been able to raise over $47,000. That is insane. But it only proves how much he is well-loved, and what he means to the artist’s community. Alfred is one of my dearest, oldest friends, and if you could help with this cause, whether it’s through donation, or just sharing this post, it would mean the world to me. I’ve been keeping updates on the situation on the ko-fi page, with more minute to minute updates on my twitter. Thank you all for your support. 

Link to the ko-fi page

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#BlackLivesMatter - Petitions to sign.

14-year-old Joāo Pedro was killed by the Rio de Janeiro police. Joāo was shot at his home and his body was taken by the Rio de Janeiro police. His family waited 17 hours until receiving news of his whereabouts. They finally found his dead body at a medical examiner’s office. The family counted 72 bullet marks on the walls of the house.
George Floyd was murdered by a Minneapolis police officer.
George was handcuffed and restrained and being completely cooperative when this all went down. The officer put his knee on George’s neck choking him for minutes on minutes while George screamed that he could not breathe. 
Bystanders beg for the police officer to take his knee off George’s neck, but the officer didn’t listen and continued to choke him. 
Petition for the punishment of Minneapolis police officers after the assassination of George Floyd.
Julius Jones has only 122 days before being executed for a crime he DIDN’T COMMIT. Julius has lived on death row for almost 20 years, and is held in solitary confinement for 23 hours a day. He is allowed one hour of sunlight a day, and three showers a week. Every minute we wait to take action, Julius is suffering. Every second that goes by brings Julius closer to being executed for a crime he didn’t commit.
Tony McDade was a transgender black man who got killed by police in Tallahassee. No one is talking about it.
A 12-year-old girl has drowned in the River Irwell in Greater Manchester.
Greater Manchester Police said it was treating what happened as a “tragic incident” and did not believe there were any suspicious circumstances.
Ahmaud Arbery was chased and gunned down by Travis McMichael, son of retired Brunswick investigator Greg McMichael, under the father’s and son’s pretenses of witnessing a burglary in Satilla Shores of Glynn County.
Jennifer Jeffley was 15 years old when she was arrested for the murder of Maria Palomina. A murder that she did not commit. Innocent of the crime that she was convicted of, Jennifer has been behind bars more than 20 years serving a life sentence.
Regis Korchinski-Paquet was murdered by Toronto Police. A call was made for a domestic incident and Toronto police officers were present on the 24th floor in a High Park apartment building to “observe” 29-year old, Regis. Shortly after, she allegedly fell off the balcony.
Sean was a victim of police brutality. He was running from the police and was on Facebook live. The police officer tased him while he was going down and then shot the man 14 times in the back.
On October 4th 2016 Amiya was stepping off of  her school bus and was hit and killed by a car.
11 months later my family and I met with the District Attorney John Weddle and Sadie Gardener. Neither of them took the case seriously and it showed because shortly after that my family was informed that Karen Carpenter would not be charged.
On June 7th, 2019, Emerald Black a pregnant, black woman, and her fiance were pulled over by police officers after coming from a doctors appointment.
The officers spoke to Ms. Black’s fiance while she stayed in the car.
The officers began to order her out of the car. Ms. Black was clearly pregnant and she had let them know  that she had just gotten back from a doctors appointment where she was also  informed that she was at a high risk for a miscarriage. Despite this, the officers yanked Ms. Black, still in her hospital clothes, and threw her to the ground. They taunted her, piled on top of her, and stomped on her stomach causing her to miscarry. The stomp had  also left a shoe mark.
Chrystul Kizer is an incarcerated trafficking survivor who is being charged with life in prison for acting in self-defense against her trafficker.
The punishment that Chrystul is facing for defending her own life signals that black women and girls have no selves to defend.
Tamir was only 12-years-old when he was shot and killed last year by a Cleveland police officer as he played in a park with a toy gun. Timothy Loehmann, an officer in training, shot and killed Tamir within two seconds of arriving at the park. The police car hadn’t even fully stopped before he began shooting.
Siyanda was racially abused and beaten by a group of people. After defending herself - instead of being protected by the justice system - she was sentenced to 4 ½ years of prision.
One month ago, a division of the Louisville Police Department. performed an illegal, unannounced drug raid on Breonna’s home. Not a single officer announced themselves before ramming down her door and firing 22 shots, shooting Breonna 8 times, killing her.
Alejandro is a innocent 15 year old, African American who got shot 7 times while walking to Boone High School, in December of 2018. NO ARREST HAVE BEEN MADE!!!
We need legislation now that prohibits police officers from shooting unarmed citizens!!!
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none of you 5k reblogs signed shit without links, don’t bullshit me.

Joao Pedro

George Floyd - petition accomplished!

Arrest all four - petition accomplished!

Julias Jones

Tony McDade

Shukri Abdi

Ahmaud Arbery

Jennifer Jeffley

Regis Korchinski-Paquet

Sean Reed

Amiya Braxton

Emerald Black

Chrystul Kizer

Tamir Rice

Siyanda Mngaza

Breonna Taylor

Alejandro Vargas Martinez

Hands Up Act

Look, I get it. There are a lot, it took me 30 min to link everyone’s petitions. but we have to do more than The Bare Minimum if we are going to root out institutionalized racism, and the Black Community is Done with our insincerity

edited to add: DO NOT donate money through Change.org btw. as a blogger I follow pointed out on insta, the majority of money from Change.org fundraisers does not go to the cause, it goes to Change.org “”advertising costs”” even though they host ads on their platform to pay for that cost

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Anonymous asked:

Can we discuss Allister being with his friend at the end of twilight wings like it’s so pure oh my god they’re so adorable

pokemonswshbutionlyplayedsword answered:

I do like that a lot. That kid made an instant connection with Allister, clearly, and it’s cute that they stayed friends after that.

You can tell that Allister’s still shy, though, because he’s a distance away from the kid and has several “bodyguard” pokemon with him. However, on the other hand, the kid is still clearly respecting Allister’s boundaries. He doesn’t scare Allister by yelling (we can’t hear anything, but Allister doesn’t seem distressed or anything and is in a sort of relaxed pose), nor is he trying to stand too close.

I just like that little detail a lot. There were a lot of small things hidden in this episode, though, which is cool. Also glad we got Sonia’s voice. I don’t think we heard her before.

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FINALLY SOMEONE ELSE POINTED THIS OUT JDJDJDJ

#pokemon swsh#pokemon allister#pokemon twilight wings#ALLISTER AND TOMMY ARE BEST FRIENDS NOW
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i live in texas and put in my actual address, it worked just fine for me!

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[id: a tweet by @/sophie_shapiro_ reading "IN CASE YOU MISSED IT: Trump wants to mine for uranium in the Grand Canyon. this was banned eight years ago because it's incredibly harmful to not only the environment, but to Native tribes' water sources that are in close proximity to the canyon. this should make you angry." / end id]

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this is exactly what i mean when i say we can't afford another trump term. other politicians might suck but they aren't physically destroying our homes and ruining the environment for fucking profit. please PLEASE vote so we can get rid of this guy

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Please Keep Signing! 

(New petitions in bold)

PLEASE REBLOG! THIS IS AN UPDATED LIST! 

DON’T IGNORE US!

*You don’t need to donate to change.org, donate directly to the families. Also if there’s a problem with a petition (or you have a petition I should add), please dm me instead of reblogging so I can fix it faster.*

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Anonymous asked:

Imagine the gym leaders and the galar kids all play Laser quest

pokemonswshbutionlyplayedsword answered:

So from what I saw, Laser Quest is pretty much just laser tag? Might be wrong, sorry. I’m just gonna go with normal laser tag if that’s ok.

Milo keeps getting caught from behind because he forgets to look around him.

Nessa is trying, but she keeps losing track of the people around her and getting caught.

Kabu is really good at it because he’s focused and keeps an eye out at all angles.

Bea is very competitive and gets the highest score. She wins.

Allister is just having fun. No one’s targeting him. He just gets to have a nice time. All the kids do, actually.

Opal is just hangin’ out. She’s sat in one spot shooting people who pass. No one’s allowed to shoot back.

Gordie is chasing Piers. He keeps getting caught because he’s busy focusing on Piers. Eventually teams up with him to hunt down Raihan and Leon.

Melony is having fun. She runs around with the kids helping them catch the others.

Piers is running from Gordie. And after Raihan and Leon. He eventually reasons with Gordie and teams up with him to target Raihan and Leon. Oh, and they’re recruited their siblings. No need to worry about the others, they’re pretty much letting them hunt. Other than Gordie, cause that’s funny.

Raihan teamed up with Leon. It’s fun bothering Piers while he’s being chased by Gordie. All of a sudden, they’re bombarded from all sides. Still fun, though. They got Hop to help them.

Leon was with Raihan. He has to or he gets lost in the map. He has a lot of fun. Despite everyone being there, it’s still fun bonding with Hop.

Hop gets roped into his brother’s little side war. He’s on the losing team, but it’s still fun. He also has to make sure Leon doesn’t get lost, but that’s normal.

Marnie is eager to help Piers and Gordie hunt down Raihan and Leon. Even if it means turning on Hop. “All’s fair in war and, uh, war.” -Marnie, probably.

Bede is with Opal. Anyone who fires at or passes Opal is hunted down. He’s her own personal assassin. He’s really good at it, scarily enough.

Milo’s brother is running around with Melony and Allister they’re just having fun. They might help out with the little war on the side, but really, they’re just having fun with it.

Melony’s daughter is also roped into the war. But she’ll fight alongside Gordie and Marnie, valiantly. They only outmatch the other side by one, but it’s enough to overpower them. She feels untouchable.

All in all, a very, very fun time.

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"Allister is having fun"

Me: Nice

"No one is targeting Allister"

Me, through crocodile tears: N I C E

#pokemon swsh#pokemon milo#pokemon nessa#pokemon kabu#pokemon bea#pokemon allister#pokemon opal#pokemon gordie#pokemon melony#pokemon piers#pokemon raihan#pokemon leon#pokemon hop#pokemon marnie#pokemon bede#pokemon milo's brother#pokemon melony's daughter
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a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

  1. never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.
  2. find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.
  3. talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore
  4. picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else
  5. if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.
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… 8|

That’s some pretty good advice. I don’t know what’s left of my humor after ‘guess I’ll just die’ jokes but it’s worth a shot.

Personally i went from “guess I’ll die” jokes to “IF I HAVE TO BE HERE FOR 5 MORE MINUTES I PROMISE YOU I WILL BUY JUST, AN ARRAY OF CLOTHES.” and other wild hyperbolic stuff. Just replace the death part with something ridiculous and off topic. Its very entertaining

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This also works with calling myself things like stupid, worthless, trash, etc. Even if you do this jokingly to yourself, your brain still believes it, and keeps up the cycle. Seriously, I found that when I stopped saying these things about myself, even jokingly, it made a massive difference.

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Here’s a tip I picked up from a friend that’s helped me a lot — replace self deprecating jokes with ironically self aggrandizing jokes

Like every time I trip and fall, instead of saying “l’m just a disaster human” I say “I’m the epitome of grace and beauty”

Or like, when I draw a picture I’m not 100% happy with, instead of saying “my art is trash” I say something like “you know I think it’s time we replaced the Mona Lisa”

When you do that you get to make a joke, but you’re ALSO getting practice building yourself up, y’know?

And eventually it becomes a reflex and you get so used to it that you can say nice stuff about yourself even when you AREN’T joking

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This is so important

#saving this as reference...#dont mind me