Talk down to me. Use your most condescending tone and smile softly while you tell me how dumb, incompetent and little I am. So little I canβt do anything by myself. Ask me to repeat your words after you so I remember them well. Make me feel dependent on you, like a baby. Be mean, but donβt stop smiling. You need me to be vulnerable for this. Tell me I am nothing without you and mock me, sweetly and quietly, for being such a silly baby. Say things you know will make me cry just so you can enjoy my tears.
Belittle me. Take your time. Slowly force me to be little, and then violate me when Iβm most innocent. Touch me under my skirt while I cry and pretend youβre not doing it. Watch me get confused and embarrassed, avoiding your gaze, as you slide your fingers inside me. Tell me to be a good girl and stay quiet, because silly little girls donβt have anything to say anyway. Take my tiny hand and make me touch you, tell me my tears make you hard and you canβt help yourself. Itβs my fault, itβs always my fault.Β Β