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Drowning in Fandoms

@kazthebrekkerofinej

I'm so sorry for this excuse of a blog

while you're here on this earth? make the most of it. catch those fireflies. drink that beer as you watch the sunset. watch the rain. write poetry about being caught in this human form for just a little while. watch the stars. remember: you ARE the stars.

some SICK FUCK just responded to a FIVE YEAR OLD COMMENT I left on a Hamilton animatic to say "I don't actually care about this comment, I just wanted to remind you you had a Hamilton phase 5 years ago". What kind of MALICIOUS,

sexy character concept to me: liars who lie and when they are told to stop performing they start lying in a different way and you try to get to the bottom of the layers upon layers of half-truths to find The Truth and when you think you’ve finally got it it’s a blank piece of paper that says 404 not found

physical gestures that gets me flushed:

(feel free to useee :) tag me when yall writeee, importantly the 5, 6, 7, 8, 14 and 15 oh fkckdm)

  1. smiling during a kiss
  2. pulling you by your waist
  3. leaning over you while looking at your lips [I'll fjfkxncng melt]
  4. cuddling and nuzzling your face into their chest </3
  5. kissing them by their collar
  6. and trailing it down to their neck. (bonus if they're on a call and trying not to make a sound ;] )
  7. getting pinned against a wall (R YALL OK)
  8. tipping your chin to make you look into their eyes (im def not ok)
  9. sitting between their legs as they dry your hair
  10. tracing your lovers features as they peacefully sleep
  11. placing kisses on your lovers shoulder and nape as they are bent down, trying to focus on their work though they're very hot and bothered
  12. lifting you up during a hug and swirling you around
  13. waist rubs while lying close to each other
  14. they roll on top of you, cradling your head between their hands as they kiss your nose
  15. ^ placing a kiss on your forehead as they mumble how pretty you are
  16. going under the sheets to lie on top of them as they giggle and pull you up and close
  17. touching your lover's hand under the table as a form of reassurance
  18. hugging them tight without saying any words when they're having a hard time
  19. pulling you by your leg and putting them on theirs as they tickle attack you :))
  20. holding your face in their palm as they smile widely before kissing you

Dog pile! An illustration for a thank you card destined for a friend of the family who does some work with rescues :-) Woof!

[ID: an Illustration of many different dogs of various patterns and body shapes, in sienna, gold, charcoal, and white. Some have collars or accessories in blue or red, and most are facing forward and drawn from the shoulders up. End.]

spend time with the sea. spend time with the moon. spend time in the flowers. cultivate your passion, your mystery, your magic. you do not need to wait for someone else’s wind to move you. you are already profound with beauty.

I always feel so worried about anyone I know who's 22-23 because I know those ages are the most hyped up yet shatteringly lonely times for most young adults when they expect so much from themselves and have been set up to fail at the same time but don't see that yet because they did everything they were supposed to and have probably started to feel so lonely and don't understand why seeing friends is suddenly getting way harder and time is going faster than ever

Those are like the speed batting ages where you are swinging so hard so fast trying to get this and you're striking out and even when you do hit you realize your just running in a circle and it starts to weigh on you and no one else is acknowledging it.

If you're 22-23 it's okay keep going, please try and remember to eat and sleep well and that there's nothing for you to win at, and you're not done changing no matter how set things feel