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my empire of dirt

@kaylann

21 Haudenosaunee/oneida

Lyrics that do something to my soul:

  • "If our hearts won't share a grave at least could we be friends?.....And if no one understands me, at least you could pretend.....I never knew when love was true but I know it's the end." - Marlboro Lights, Natalia Kills
  • "Say my prayers but I lost faith a long time ago. Dream, nightmares. I guess we're getting used to losing hope." - Otherside, Post Malone
  • "The beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, the beat of my heart; it tears us apart" - Beat Of My Heart, Hilary Duff
  • "Why, only when I'm lost, do I feel found? Why all this grasping for things that don't last through the day? Why is it so hard to be here now?" - Oh My, Mob Rich
  • " I wanna set you free but I'm too fucking jealous." I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE, måneskin
  • "Sreaming 'cause I got it too good to cry" Giver, k.flay
  • "If you can't stand the heat of my love then stay out the kitchen" Kitchen, Kid Cudi
  • " Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing and maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed" Getting Older, Billie Eilish
  • "Go ahead and slap me, if it makes you happy. Use and abuse me 'till I'm gone " Puncking Bag, Palaye Royale
  • "Retaliation when I'm full of anxiety" Anxiety, Palaye Royale

the neurodivergent urge to use vaguely nonhuman body language in place of words. i love being like “i don’t really talk to this person but today i’ll sit around them longer than usual as a symbol of trust”

Pacing around my room like a fucking caged lion. I'm such a leo

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ripe

sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on

Questions I shouldn't have to ask my younger(15-18) siblings as often as I do:

So, how'd court go?

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lvgvcy

If I'm arguing I care, if I'm silent, I'm done

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kaylann

If I'm arguing I'm bored, if I'm silent, I'm bottling it up while simultaneously blaming myself

I ate like thrice today. Fucking pissed

listen babes we can kiss or we can fuck or we can keep subtly flirting with each other on tumblr which one do you want

Limp bizkit is going on tour and it's so lame that I'm sad they're not coming to my state

Me: "Why am I losing my hearing?"

Also me: *falls asleep, drunk, to music blasting in my airpods all night*

apologies to anyone who ever thought i was cool and reached out to me only to discover i am just a weird little hermit who can’t carry on a conversation to save my life

Yo I fucked up five in the morning and I cant even drunk drunk drunk