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So they leave and you drown yourself in vodka or get high until you can’t feel your own heart beating inside of your chest because you want to forget you always want to forget So you cry a little or maybe a lot and kiss boys who don’t mean a damn thing to you just to get the feeling of them confused with someone else’s taste but it still hurts and you always do seem to end up on your knees hours later on the floor of your dimly lit bathroom with an aching heart and burning throat And maybe you’ll throw things out your bedroom window at two in the morning or scream into your pillow until your lungs feel like it’ll collapse from lack of air letting out every curse every broken promise they have ever given you because you’re angry again you are always so angry So you’ll laugh it off when your friends ask if you’re okay because you look like shit again and you’ll smile at boys even if you don’t mean it not once and you pretend to be over it when someone mentions their name but you know deep down you’re breaking apart all over again.

A.M.// morning pain (via tullipsink)