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what do i feel? nearly everything, everything all at once weighing on my shoulders, yes. everything all at once. i woke up happy, saw that someone passed away, so i cried. i didn’t know her. but i cried. i saw her friends, her lover, all of them honoring her, so i cried. crying felt nice. so i tried to write something while andrew belle crooned a tune and i couldn’t i was so angry. but not angry, not really. just exhausted.  this is me. so i stared into a mirror fifteen, maybe twenty minutes someone should fuck  me remind me i’m human remind me that i can connect to other humans. but am i pretty enough? not so much, no. will anyone love me? i hope i love me. so i cried. again. i listened to some sad songs. felt guilty for being sad. wished that i was art, that my world was art, and that my existence could be art. i feel empty, but not hollow. give me something to feel. other than this. i can’t make much out of this.

unfiltered thoughts pt. 1 |(morsus engel)| (via actuates)

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Whether a person was right for you or wrong for you, it will always hurt when you part ways. It will be sad, and it will be painful and it will be terrifying. However the missing, the hurting, and the longing are just a part of the healing. Having those feelings does not mean that you made a mistake in letting them go. It does not mean that you need them to be happy. It does not mean that you need them, period. Whether a person was right for you or wrong for you, it will always hurt when you part ways. Remember- you parted ways for a reason. Remember- you are healing, you are healing, you are healing. Don’t look back.

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