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"wanna be drama queen" 🌿Kattya🌿
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vangoghcean
she’s the kind of girl who could smile at you once and it would light up your sky; she’d catch you with one laugh and you’d realize, suddenly, you’re buried in her heartbeat. and her mind? her mind is as bright as her smile, her mind is the reason her eyes glitter so beautifully, and let me tell you this, when she talks, kid, you gotta listen. she’ll give you the kind of love that will bring your entire world to a halt and restart it, with brighter colours and clearer laughter and prettier scenes. she’ll give you love like you’ve never known before. but, kid, she knows what she’s worth, and you better learn it too.

don’t you fucking dare settle for anyone who isn’t worth you. don’t you fucking dare. you are poetry in its purest form and any asshole who can’t see that will never change the truth: you are beautiful. (z.s)

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dunflower

This song doesn’t even have words and it can make me cry for a million different reasons. It’s so hauntingly beautiful, this is the magic of twenty one pilots.

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twenyonepilots

hello yes everyone that hasn’t had the pleasure of listening to this song, please do. its a good one, I promise

coral
The scientist does not study nature because it is useful to do so. He studies it because he takes pleasure in it, and he takes pleasure in it because it is beautiful. If nature were not beautiful it would not be worth knowing, and life would not be worth living. I am not speaking, of course, of the beauty which strikes the senses, of the beauty of qualities and appearances. I am far from despising this, but it has nothing to do with science. What I mean is that more intimate beauty which comes from the harmonious order of its parts, and which a pure intelligence can grasp.

Henri Poincaré, Science and Method (via feellng)

whispeved
I’m not here to tell you it gets better I’m not here for the same speech you’ll hear over and over and over until it’s burned in your mind the bible of those who pretend to care the scripture memorized and repeated by every person who pretends to understand. I’m here to tell you it gets worse. I’m here to tell you this is a slippery slope. Won’t be long until your well acquainted with the porcelain tiles on your bathroom floor. Face down and wondering if the little splotches you see are your dripping blood or a result of vision loss from the tortures you’re putting your body through. Its spent years building you into the beautiful human being you are and look at you now, trying to burn it to the ground. I’m here to tell you you aren’t strong enough to resist. One minute it’s just skipping breakfast but fast forward it’s the carnival ride from hell. A merry-go-round that you can’t get off going faster and faster and faster and faster and faster and faster and nothing. There’s a tube down your throat and your parents are crying. You wish you were nothing. I’m here to tell you this only gets worse. Close your eyes but you won’t rest. Awake, asleep, it doesn’t matter you’re always in hell. Demons haunt you People haunt you Doctors haunt you And the voices in your head don’t just go away They’re hell bent on ruining you and it won’t stop. I’m here to tell you you can’t fix this. Happiness will evade you Joy is a foreign concept No matter what pleasures life may drop at your door You still feel numb // blank // alone // dead. You’re trapped in your mind No exits No way out You’re in this for the long haul. I am here to tell you it doesn’t get better. You’ll fall down the rabbit hole and lose yourself entirely before you realize it’s too fucking late before you realize how stupid you’ve been. And then You’re done. You’re dying. You’re dead. Gone. Alone. 6ft under. The end. I’m here to tell you to get help. I’m here to tell you that you can’t make it better on your own I’m here to tell you that waiting is the worst thing you can do I’m here to tell you cancer is kinder than some mental illness and has a higher survival rate. Catching this soon is key and you aren’t strong enough to do this by yourself. I’m here to beg you, Ask you, Plead with you, Don’t turn into me. Don’t turn into another statistic. Don’t ruin your life because you aren’t “sick enough for help” Don’t let your life slip away from you. Live Love Laugh Nourish Heal I’m here to remind you that life is possible Recovery is possible And you are deserving And you are so beautiful So please, Don’t tear yourself to the ground.

I’m here to tell you I regret it all (emf)