Disappear
karah-84 reblogged
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karah-84 reblogged
If all I did for most of my life was to survive ?
What does that mean ..
I don’t know what to tell people when they ask me what I have been up to ?
I have been alive !!
I have used all my energy to stop myself from ending it
I have used it to hide how miserable I am from everyone in my life !
Is that enough ?
I don’t know ..
karah-84 reblogged
I say I hate people yet I crave for a deep, intimate, god-like & otherworldly connection with someone.
wtf
Wtf
the death
So I have been proven wrong time and time again. Now it’s a game of time. And it’s a game of life and death.
broken bones….bruises….now elevated into deep muscle bruising….level three concussion causing short term memory loss.
the realization that you are laying next to someone who would gut punch over a smartphone. A phone. Just a phone. Mind you yes it’s expensive. But what if that punch was hard enough to rupture the organs it impacted or caused rips.
saved by a knock on the door but a run in the darkness blind with out any contacts or glasses. Sight memory in the darkness. With incredible fear and pain.
time is the game. But how much do I have left. How much life to have to give away still, How pieces have been broken off. How many rips in the cloth I call soul. It muddy surface already stained with my misdeeds.
is it Karma? God’s penance for the sins I committed knowing full well I could not comeback without punishment.
time
life
Surrender
strength
keep going. Fight a little long. Time is the game now.
Wooooooooooooo
God gave me this body to use as I see fit. Now please use it for me.
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