kj

giving you distance: i get it. i want healing for you so you can have all the space you need for all the time that you need.

i want to tell you that i still think about you & pray for you daily. it’s still so heavy on my heart after all this time. i hope you’ve found peace. i hope my best friend is going on new adventures, taking crazy opportunities, passionately pursuing what God has for you and living life to the fullest. you’re an amazing person with goals & passions that will change this world for the better. there’s a lot more that could be said but you already know & it won’t help either of us to hear them. anyways, we’ll see what the future holds.

it’s going to get easier

it’s going to get easier

it’s going to get easier

there’s literally no evidence that i was even a part of your life, how can i not question everything

“the hardest thing i’ve ever done,

to love someone and still run”

i hoped and prayed this day would never come, but i’m sure the why will be worth it

i knew this feeling was coming, i just didn’t expect it to hit this hard

the fact that i cannot imagine a future without you & the fact that i know it’s most likely going to be reality scares me so much

in love with the concept, just waiting on the timing

it’s so hard to be patient for something you want so bad

everyday i’m learning how to trust God more and more with the things I️ do not control

holding on to that tiny hope that there still might be a future for us

that’s my best best friend. i’m not letting go of that

this really sucks dude

someone make me feel better i️ don’t want to be sad

i️t hurts like hell but we keep pushing

i️ts surreal to feel yourself falling even deeper in love with someone

i️ expect so much & if i️ stay i️ expect even more

i️ don’t think i’ve ever gotten a worse night of sleep

if you know me you know how hard it is to reach the point of me giving up on you.....i️ really wish i️ wasn’t almost at that point.