self reflection is a good thing but too much self analysis is so exhausting. constantly questioning your own motives and how you're being perceived and whether or not you're being real and what's authentic leads to such a convoluted mentality like. u don't even know who you are cause you just end up being a case study and not a person. i just want to let myself move through the world for a moment
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Medusa with the head of Perseus, Luciano Garbati.
tbh being able to freely admit when you’re wrong without getting defensive or angry is a skill we should all be working on more as a species
Apps To Kill Time On
Keep seeing some posts circulating about popular websites and wanted to make a version for apps.
These are apps I’m way too addicted to. Am I missing any?
P.S. I’m on an iPhone so these are iPhone apps, but probably have an Android version too.
Edit: Sorry for all the time I’ve taken away from your life
- Commaful - popular fanfiction, story, and poetry community 👑
- Bettr - the reason my friends are jealous of my Insta
- Spellbound - addictive horror 👻 and romance stories
- Sweatcoin - get paid to walk
- Helix Jump - legit the most addicting game on my phone
- Tenkyu - tilt your phone and watch the relaxing magic happen
- Calm - Award-winning app for meditation and sleeping better
- Baseball Boy - addicting game where you smash a ⚾️
- Hempire - become a plant mogul
- Dune! - Ride the sand dunes like a baller!! so much fun
- Betternet - free proxy/VPN to be anonymous/bypass school filters
- Sling Drift - beep beep - level 70 is insane 🚗
- Bumper - kill them all!!!!! 😈 (i alway win)
- 1Q - get paid to answer simple questions
- Wind Rider - fly through a city in a wing suit
- Spill it - drop balls and break glass
- Fire Balls - shoot balls at obstacles. gets pretty hard
- Two Dots - a fun puzzle game. easy time killer
- Golf Orbit - play golf on mars
- Axe Climber - climb mountains (easy to learn, hard to master)
- Splashy - bounce the ball accurately to survive. requires focus
- Snakes Vs. Blocks - even more fun than the original snake hehe
- Twenty48 Solitaire - best toilet game
- Tornado - be a tornado and destroy everythinggg
- Knock Balls - shoot down blocks with a canon - surprisingly relaxing
- Wishbone - fun game for comparing stuff like hair, celebs, sports
- Hole - fuck up a city muahaha
- Dosh - get paid to shop
- Yarn - stories that are seriously creepy af
You’re welcome 😉
Whenever I think I’ve gotten over the worst on my depression, it silently returns. This isn’t a battle I asked to fight. I’m tired of knowing it’s always coming back.
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Things I’ve been told about my self harm/scars (part 1)
- “It’s unacceptable for you to cut yourself while we’re dating”
- “Were you in some horrible accident?”
- “You’re an embarrassment to our family”
- “I don’t want to be seen in public with you”
- “I’m sending you to the hospital again”
- “Why would you do that to yourself?”
- “No one will ever love you”
- “That’s disgusting”
- *my step mom to my friend* “Tell her how gross she is”
- “You would be so pretty if you didn’t have so many scars”
- “Are you trying to kill yourself?”
- “Wear long sleeves and pants”
- “You’re just looking for attention”
- “What’s wrong with you?”
- “It’s stupid”
- “It’s all in your head”
- “You’re gonna get an infection so bad they’ll have to amputate your leg”
friendly reminder that people you consider rays of sunshine can:
- get pissed
- get stressed
- experience negative emotions
- cry
- feel rebellious
- be done with everyone’s shit
- be too tired for anything
- feel overwhelmed
- need to be comforted
- get furious and demand to be taken seriously
“If you’re scrolling through Tumblr trying to distract yourself from something you don’t want to think about or you’re looking for a sign that everything will be okay, this is it. So, breathe. Relax into this moment. You’re alive & that’s all that matters.”
— artidote
Source: permeate
