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KaiTheKing0X

@kaitheking0x

21 Older Gen Z he/them Bisexual
I like Tokusatsu, Anime, Gaming, and all that geeky stuff.
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TW:VENTING ABOUT MY MENTAL DISABILITIES

Shout out to those blogs that are able to commit to a consistent theme or idea. I sadly can never do that and just talk about all the things that I like at random times. My brain follows the dopamine and jumps from one topic to another on an almost daily basis.

It can be tiring having your brain go at what feels like 1000 RPMs and never settle down to let your self live in a moment. I constantly get confused as to what is going on around me because I either loose focus on it or focus to hard on one specific detail. Some days I feel so exhausted I can’t even focus at all and have to force myself to even get out of bed and go to classes.

I hate that when I wake up I don’t know if I’ll be able to actually have a good day or not. I hate the fact that my brain makes me so angry and upset without being able to let it go. I hate that sometimes I’ll be so happy or feel in the best mood because I can’t think right. I hate that after days of feeling like my best self I feel hollow and empty.

My feeling and emotions feel like a constant twisting of knots in ropes that I can never fully untangle. Some days it gets so bad it feels like I’m just a passenger in my own body, locked away while it moves on autopilot. I know I’m not the only one who suffers like this but it feel so isolating because the SECOND I try and talk about how I feel to people I trust and ask they look at me like I’m wrong, broken, or that I’m just over reacting.

Well I’m sorry that you can’t see the shadows I have to keep at bay every day just to stay sane. Or you don’t notice how much of my emotions I have to keep from flooding out like a river. Or how you don’t notice when I put on a fake smile because I just don’t have the energy to care but still have to make you happy. I do this every day and it never gets any easier.

But I just keep telling myself to keep moving forward don’t stop. Run and keep running till you come out the other side. If you can’t run jog, if you can’t jog walk and if you can’t walk crawl and push with all you can. And once you reach then end you can stop and look up at the beauty and wonder if the world and see how worth it it is to keep moving.

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moringmark

A Well-Earned Rest

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kaitheking0x

If you ask me she deserves that and more. Not only did she topple a fascistic dictator, she also saved the demon realm from a child god. All of this while in high-school. Give my gal at least a year off of any school work or stuff just to relax and have fun with her witch GF.

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You need to unlearn your misandry before you can be a proper ally and advocate for marginalised people. Because some of you like to deny it, but your distrust and hatred of men intersects with every marginalisation out there, while you're out here pretending that men can't be oppressed.

You don't trust a black man, you hold your purse a little tighter when one walks by, you cross the street to avoid him? Congratulations, you just perpetuated racism.

You don't trust a Jewish man, you won't let him express his Jewishness around you, you regard his kippah with fear? Congratulations, you just perpetuated antisemitism.

You don't trust a disabled man, you mock him for his awkwardness and hate him for trying to talk to you? Congratulations, you just perpetuated ableism.

You don't trust a trans man, you refuse to listen when he shares his experiences with misogyny or claim he betrayed women by transitioning? Congratulations, you just perpetuated transphobia.

You don't trust a fat man, you insult his appearance and mock him for trying to find a girlfriend? Congratulations, you just perpetuated fatphobia.

I could go on but I think my point is clear. You cannot separate your hatred of men from your oppression of marginilised groups, and to be a proper ally to any group you HAVE to unlearn it. I don't care if the patriarchy traumatised you. It has traumatised all of the men you hate too. So be better.

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artemis-maia

It’s interesting that in the first Persona games the Personas shared even more similarities with the Stands from JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure.

Personas despite being named after Jung’s Persona theory of the mask/facade you wear to adapt into society are also spiritual guards in the games  (Maya calls her Persona guardian angel for example) bound to their users body.

Stands are also guardians which are bound to their users body. They are typically a reflection of their wielders’s spirit. Interestingly the very first stands were connected to tarot arcanas.

In Megami Ibunroku Persona and Persona 2 the summoning of the Personas looks very similar to summoning the Stands.

Even the way the Personas look reminds very much of the Stands.

Persona 2 especially makes the Personas look like cosplay/disguises/stage clothes.

Seimen Kongou/Shoumen Kongou (the blue skin and three monkeys come from the myth) also shares a similarity to Star Platinum.

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kaitheking0x

As a big fan of both series I love seeing comparisons between the two. I know a crossover will most likely never happen but I still have some hope for it.

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Something I try and always remember in my life is the fact that I have suffered and experienced things that still affect me to this day. I have struggled more than people deserve to. But I still do my best to be as kind as a person can be to others.

Never let your struggles change who you are. Your strengths will shine no matter how dark the world around you may seem. I have grown stronger in spite of all my pain and I will make sure others can too.

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Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

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kaitheking0x

I’m a male Victim of SH and SA. We do exist and our trauma is just as valid.

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. You are stronger than you know and you will always have a place here.

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arnieb95

A compilation of V9 screenshots that I choose to see as Whiterose crumbs

(Ruby's Paper Pleaser going straight to Weiss)

(Weiss understanding what Ruby was going through)

(Weiss being ecstatic to see Ruby again)

In sum, I don't think we have any reason to give up hope for these two. And even if they don't become canon, that does not mean we should feel bad about loving these two and their relationship

(feel free to add on any other screenshots from V9)

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LIBERAL FIGHTING GAMES

  • GAYZBLUE
  • STREET FRIENDER
  • THE QUEEN OF FIGHTERS
  • GRANBLUE FANTASY VERSUS HETERONORMATIVITY
  • TEKKEN BACK THE MEANS OF PRODUCTION
  • SOUL CALIBHER
  • Guilty Gear
  • FATAL FURRY
  • THEY/THEMS FIGHTING HERDS
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kaitheking0x

Ok but I could easily see some of these being titles of some really cool indie games.

Fatal Furry: a fighting game about fursonas fighting each other so they can have there commissions made.

Queen of fighters: a game full of muscular and buff women plus like 1 or 2 feminine or gnc males.

Street friender: could be a parody game based on the concept of stopping all wars by just being friends with everyone in a platonic dating sim type game.

Gayzblue: a street punk style game about setting up lgbtq+ spots and protecting it from hostile invaders in a pve style game like left 4 dead.

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Apologies to anyone new to Tumblr since the Queen of England fucking died and innundated with news of the Henry Kissinger Memorial Gender Neutral Bathroom, but this is just how it's gonna be for a hot minute.

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kaitheking0x

How do you memorialize a crappy person?

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pansyfemme

relationships and jobs are temporary. your shitty unpopular tumblr blog is forever

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kaitheking0x

It may not be pretty and it definitely isn’t popular. But it’s mine and I’m damn proud of it. I will run this small kingdom of mine till it goes down in flames like a good king should.