you don’t talk too much. you aren’t too loud. you aren’t too needy. you aren’t too sensitive. you aren’t too this, or that. you aren’t too much anything. you will never be too much: you are you, and you are allowed to take up space. you are allowed to exist however you choose.
To my English teacher, forever will I be grateful for these same words you told me when I didn’t think I could get back up again
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Jamie Anderson/Glennon Doyle Melton, Love Warrior
Grief and love are interconnected
Daniel Saint
WHOEVER said that vampire!chuuya looks like verlaine im in your walls
@evermorethecrow me when I GET you
fighting back with my life
LET THEM COOK THEY HAVE A POINT
The only thing I can think of when Chuuya shot those three bullets was that it's the most Port Mafia shit he could do. Like isn't their whole execution thing is three shots to the chest and then a kick to the head or something???? Like isn't that what they do to traitors??? So yeah, he would do that to Dazai once he got a gun. Shoot the traitor. I support it. Consistency is important.
Eurhdhehhdhdhdhhdhdhhd
did i fix it
THANK YOU for doing what Bones was supposed to do <3
➪ pairing : ryūnosuke akutagawa x reader
➪ sypnosis : you beg him not to risk his life, but he already has his mind set
➪ other notes : have some angst after the new traumatic episode, probably gonna post more aku later :3
“please don’t do this,” you begged akutagawa, hanging onto him as if it were the last time you’d see him. “you know why i have to do this,” he said, trying to pry you off. “you’re willing to sacrifice your life to prove yourself to a selfish man,” you cried out, not letting go. “don’t you dare call him that,” akutagawa angrily said, dazai was much more than that.
the mafia taught you to always be prepared for death and sacrifice. you never took that seriously until this specific moment. “what if you come across kamui, huh ?! what if you come across one of those hunting dogs, you won’t be able to escape,” you raised your voice, an effort to make your lover stay with you. he knew you were right, you always were.
he froze in your arms, he could feel your tears in the back of his button up shirt. there was no point of wearing his coat when he could be himself with you. he knew the ratios of him dying were high, but if it meant making dazai accept him, he’d be willing to take his chances. “i don’t have much time left, you and i both know that, i need to take advantage of it,”
his lung problem would limit him to a few more years max, a fear you always held. but was it so selfish to hang onto someone you love just for a little longer rather than have them risk their life ? “you’re going to die, and the only remaining thing i’ll have of you will be a tombstone,” you said burying your face into his back as your arms tightened around him.
akutagawa always knew you were weak mentally, having human emotions in the mafia is dangerous yet here you were. though he can’t blame you, especially when he’s the same as you. harboring a love for you that he could never feel for anyone else but you. too bad that the next time you see him, he’ll have a venomous look with sharp fangs.
Crying.
The Path To Freedom [PART 13]
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The Path To Freedom is OFFICIALLY FINISHED‼️🤩
I will soon compile the references, inspirations and thought processes behind this comic into a few pages explaining them in detail, but until then I'm really interested to hear what your thoughts are. Whether it's pointing out parallels / reverse cards / references you recognized, or naming your favorite scenes, giving opinions, even writing any analysis, really anything that comes to your mind, feel free to share!
By referencing Fyodor's canon goal, I chose an open ending to leave room for interpretation what Fyodor's future could look like in this universe. Will he fail and have to come to terms with Nikolai's death? Will he succeed? And if he does, how would Nikolai feel about being brought back to life? Is Fyodor's ideal world even possible? There are a lot of questions to think about and use to create all kinds of different possible scenarios, and if you happen to be inspired to write or draw something related to this comic, I'd be more than happy to read it :D
Thank you for all the support throughout the whole thing! Not only was the comic extremely fun to create but seeing your reactions to the different parts made the experience feel much more “alive”. (I especially enjoyed your pain and suffering😁👍)
Thank you🤍
