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jvzebel

@jvzebel-x

twenty-eight. an impudent, shameless, or morally unrestrained woman. IG: @jvzebel-x || all hail the hedonist

♡ yas. twenty eight. all around sick brown kid.

♡ pro (as in professional) hoe. pro (as in positive) bimbo.

at one point, i had A Lot of side blogs. then, an act of god or faulty internet or both deleted all of them at some point while i was MIA for a few months. so like, if you recognize these users: hestia-x, theflowerhvrlot, stvrdusted-x... please know my obsession with holding myself to standards of organization that i will never meet has not died, but simply moved. i am still burnt regularly by my failings. just not publicly, anymore (for the most part).

♡ i use this blog to post my art&that very often includes triggering content, including: #tw: eating disorder, #tw: drugs, #tw: abuse, #tw: suicide. i don't tag it because of how it messes with me mentally, but my writing also has heavy medical themes&references. please block any of these or just "#tw" to avoid any triggers. this is the main reason i'm making this pinned post, lol. please be aware i post really triggering content to this account on occasion because i use art to work through stuff. i'm not trying to trigger anyone else working through stuff.

♡ very much one of those bitches who considers all my mutuals the absolute sexiest people on the face of the planet. my inbox gives me chronic anxiety so my communication times are shit, but if we're mutuals, i think you are godly&i appreciate your existence. :')

♡ tags of note: #yas, #my art, #my food, #gratitude journal, #my words

love how tumblr staff has time to censor words like “paint mixing” and “my face” and yet they can’t get rid of ssexsophie8127 thats been liking my posts from 2017

fuck you

i won

Shout out to trans women who aren’t computer scientists or musicians or avant-garde artists or whatever.

Shout-out to tgirls who work at Taco Bell. Thank u queen, society would collapse without you

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Over twenty years ago my big brother got me a job at a Taco Bell in the St. Louis suburbs-West County. He warned me that it was the “gay Taco Bell”, but since I was coming from the “gay Howard Johnson’s” I wasn’t shocked. It turns out it was the black trans women Taco Bell complete with black trans women in management. And they’d worked out an arrangement with the local teen Narcotics Anonymous group so that twice a week we would shut down the drive thru and the dining room and exclusively serve 60+ teens in various stages of recovery. And many of the women I worked with were in various stages of being out or transitioning and they were from all generations from teens to over 50. One woman I worked with had a regular corporate job presenting as a man 9-5 Mon-Fri and then came to Taco Bell and worked 6pm -2am Friday and Saturday night so she could be herself surrounded by other black transwomen in those stolen weekends. And we had customers come from all over the metro area because they knew they could be themselves in the dining room. I only worked there from 1999-2001 but for young me, this was a vital, formative experience. Some of the girls came from north city all the way out to the “gay Taco Bell” on Manchester in west county because they heard it was safe to work there. Like- I know times have changed but they haven’t changed much in 20 years. I’m still convinced that for lgbt youth, finding a job at your city’s version of the “gay Taco Bell” is key to survival.

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#so ive been in contact w a clinic for a specific treatment plan&ive been getting paperwork together for this shit for like 3wks+#&i just got a call about it-- a call ive been waiting for since last week-- only for them to tell me that#ill probably need to be hospitalized for the full extent of the treatment. lmao.#as if this in&of itself was not enough to send me full-on spiraling they let know that this will be totally out of pocket#(which i guess im more or less used to hearing at this point in my life lmao)#&also that i POPPED FOR AMPHETAMINES?#so i immediately start fucking freaking out&the person im talking to is trying to calm me down like#'its okay! youre not in trouble!'#&honest to god if i had been in person i wouldve smacked someone lmao.#i dont give a fuck what you fucking ppl think of me. ive been fighting for solid communication for this entire process#there isnt any reason i should feel inclined to respect any of you bitches enough to give a fuck about your opinion.#even if i didnt have my personal history or occupational hazard list IT WOULD BE CONCERNING TO FIND OUT I HAVE RANDOM DRUGS#IN MY SYSTEM THAT I WAS UNAWARE OF. &frankly that SHOULD be fucking obvious if i am panicking at all.#seeing as a did several different drug tests i dont see how any of it would come as a fucking surprise.#... then she realized that my blood test was negative&my piss test was 'presumptively positive'#&was like that bc of one of my other medications.#im not. THRILLED. that this was overlooked for a large variety of reasons lmao#but the fact that the med evals only last two weeks tops the list bc if i need to retest bc of this shit-- something that wont even#give them a different test result as i am still taking the same medication fucking daily as i have been for over a year now--#i will need to do EVERYTHING again. for no reason. DEFINITELY for no reason caused by me.#all so they can tell me that they lied to me initially&they wont treat me unless i let them hospitalize me lmao.#im going to go fucking rabid. i Do Not want to be hospitalized. lmao.
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u don't like kitty and puppy? 🐈 meow? 🐕 bark?

Beyond parody that conservatives see a study saying "perhaps we should provide animal companionship to college kids?" and immediately respond with "NOOO PUNISH THEM! HURT THEM! SLAP THEM!"

Their whole ideology is built on normalized cruelty to the point that having cats give college kids some semblance of companionship and affection seems like a radical act that they cannot abide. Like, jesus christ. If you saw a kid asking their parents for a pet and the parents said they should get a slap instead so they don't turn into a "beta", you would not think that's okay or normal. You'd probably recognize pretty quickly that that is abuse and you'd probably call CPS on those parents if you could.

The "I want to hurt people, especially vulnerable people" side of the political spectrum

Republicans claim to be tough on crime. But Republicans also balked at a study that showed that giving prisoners cats greatly reduced recidivism.

Republicans whined that prisoners were being rewarded, while ignoring that many of these men were given companionship and responsibility. According to one man in the study (and I'm paraphrasing), "I can't do anything bad to increase my sentence. I need to keep my nose clean so I can provide my cat with a good home. If I get arrested, they'll take him away and he not end up with a family who loves him." Prisoners were avoiding crimes for their cats, but Republicans considered cats a reward instead.

They want people to suffer.

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The cruelty is the point.

The cruelty is the point.

It's always the point for them.

Anonymous asked:

ok so random but my best friend & i are renting a romantic cabin next month. she’s in her early 70s i’m in my early 20s. both of us are “straight” but tbh we have such a strong connection i won’t be surprise if we end up furthering our love. its just gonna be us for 4 days just smoking weed & drinking & enjoying each others company. if it turns into something sexual what are some tips for engaging in lesbian sex for the first time??

I read this hours ago and I literally don’t know how to seriously give you lesbian sex tips because everything else about this ask is TOO wild. How are you gonna just nonchalantly say your best friend is in her early 70s and you’re both straight but you might fuck. Is this Sarah Paulson

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conventionally attractive people are so boring. cishet people’s preferences are so boring. my friend showed me a model (actress? influencer? someone?) that she’s desperately jealous of because she’ll never be her and she’s soo soo pretty and good gods. come on. you’re ‘attracted’ to a capitalist template? you’ve been tricked into this and you’re not even willing to try and dismantle it

That’s a parody, right? A silly little shitpost meant to mock terminally online tumblerinas who say shit like “capitalism made cishets like conventionally attractive people” un ironically??

yess it’s just a joke don’t worry about it 🩷

if I was Taylor Swift and Joni Mitchell was like no she absolutely cannot play me in a biopic she doesn't have the range are you joking and Aretha Franklin was struggling to say something positive about me when asked for her opinion and finally was like her dresses are nice I guess, like I would do the honorable thing and kill myself tbh