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jvzebel

@jvzebel-x

twenty-eight. an impudent, shameless, or morally unrestrained woman. IG: @jvzebel-x || all hail the hedonist

♡ yas. twenty eight. all around sick brown kid.

♡ pro (as in professional) hoe. pro (as in positive) bimbo.

at one point, i had A Lot of side blogs. then, an act of god or faulty internet or both deleted all of them at some point while i was MIA for a few months. so like, if you recognize these users: hestia-x, theflowerhvrlot, stvrdusted-x... please know my obsession with holding myself to standards of organization that i will never meet has not died, but simply moved. i am still burnt regularly by my failings. just not publicly, anymore (for the most part).

♡ i use this blog to post my art&that very often includes triggering content, including: #tw: eating disorder, #tw: drugs, #tw: abuse, #tw: suicide. i don't tag it because of how it messes with me mentally, but my writing also has heavy medical themes&references. please block any of these or just "#tw" to avoid any triggers. this is the main reason i'm making this pinned post, lol. please be aware i post really triggering content to this account on occasion because i use art to work through stuff. i'm not trying to trigger anyone else working through stuff.

♡ very much one of those bitches who considers all my mutuals the absolute sexiest people on the face of the planet. my inbox gives me chronic anxiety so my communication times are shit, but if we're mutuals, i think you are godly&i appreciate your existence. :')

♡ tags of note: #yas, #my art, #my food, #gratitude journal, #my words

this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

rent help needed 😭

my other post got rly big and started stagnating after i paid 2 bills thank u guys for those bills tho but anyway im mixed queer in a lot of pain physically and mentally and i do have a job but im trying to figure out medical leave and disability

i am currently 15 days late on rent and ik next month is gonna be hammering at the door soon but imma worry about this month rent is 300 and i have another phone bill payment due v soon of 94.01

if u can plz boost this dont tag it and throw in a couple dollars im rly trying to keep it together but like man idk what to do i get a job and my insides rebel i have no family to ask help from all of my friends are in similar hard situations or already doing what they. can i just need a lil more help idk

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1: payment options, reads, "[sparkles emoji] cashapp: $unfriendlyblackwitch , venmo: @unfriendlyblackwitch , PayPal.me/cispicipus [sparkle emoji]"

2. Some tortoiseshell cats snuggling and sleeping together.

3. A meme of a cat edited into the jam jar. Text reads, "I'm in a bit of a jam."

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hey yall ive been at 40$ for two days now and id rly like to pay my landlord and not get even farther behind in back rent

still nothing 😬😬

i want people to appreciate pigeons. not "ehehe skrunkly little trash gremlins. so adaptable and resilient". nothing wrong with that sentiment towards racccons and opossums, but when people do this about pigeons, it shows a fundamental misunderstanding about a pigeon's place in the world.

pigeons were beloved. they were pets, they were tools, they were food. we found use and pleasure in everything about them. then they became obsolete. then they stopped being popular. an animal that we have literally thousands of years of deep history with, completely discarded by mankind to the point most people are ignorant of their existence outside of "rats with wings".

The person I reblogged this from is someone I enjoy seeing on my dashboard.

I need $77 for a tarot deck will anyone be my sugar person and help me out because it’s just so cool 😭

I’ll read your cards if you donate money and you don’t have to wait until I get the deck I’ll use my trusty Rider Waite and give you a banging read 🖤

I’m being very consumer about this and also please 🙏

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I also obviously spent YEARS obsessing over laser hair removal and electrolysis and I shoplifted an epilator and cried so much trying to use it on my stomach and gave myself chemical burns on my face with Nair as a child and the only reason I ended up how I am now is because of poverty. I didn't have access to what would have eased nearly two decades of misery and self hate because of poverty. And I literally became radicalized during a mental breakdown where I decided I either had to kms or stop working and stop shaving and stop doing everything that made me feel like I didn't deserve to live. I was forced to reevaluate a lifetime of intersex gender dysphoria and internalized ableism and misogyny and whiteness and just be in the body I have because I will never not be in poverty and what is so scary about my body? I'm not getting any less disabled. Why cling to the fantasy that I can be anything other than this? And that all became, "why did I ever feel like I wasn't good enough? Why was I tricked to believe this body isn't a woman's body? Why was I forced to hate myself from the moment I could conceptualize myself?" And I hope other people can become radicalized about themselves because it feels fucking great and opens so many more doors for gender expression than the majority of my life had to offer

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i said 'explain physics to me like youre in love with me' and after a while of quiet he went 'everything sings'. so i get it now

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some blogs i follow for fan content but others i am 100% just there for the person so when theyre like oh sorry for turning into a so-and-so blog im like. i would watch you liveblog the phonebook.

should stolen indigenous land be used by settlers as collective industrial farms and central cities or used by settlers as decentralized smallholder farms and walkable towns or used by settlers to mine uranium for perfect renewable power or used by settlers for camping and wildlife preservation. We asked 100 white leftists and filmed the sissy slapfight that emerged

abled people will dream up a utopia where disabled people don’t exist and then get quiet when you ask them where the disabled people went

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no offense to anyone personally but I think we are way too used to and comfortable with weekly releases and if that wasn’t already bad enough, it seems like most of you aren’t even patient enough to wait for the official release date my point is this industry moves way too quickly