I feel like shit. I messed up big time. But where’s the surprise in that? I always find a way to fuck up things. I can never do anything right. My parents were right. I can’t even fucking make my girlfriend happy. I’m the worst girlfriend ever. I-i-i....... i don’t even know what to say. That’s how fucking dumb i am. I should have just listened to my parents. Listened to them when they told me i was a failure. How i couldn’t ever make anyone else happy let alone myself. I always have to find a way to screw up things. Why? Por que soy pendeja.