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'-' im just a lost soul trying to find my way '-'

@justpretendthistitleiscool

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Annalisa/Philadelphia,PA/
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i’m always that person that no one is ever dying to talk to. like I could probably go the entire day without receiving a single text or phone call from anyone trying to check up on me or anything

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Depression isn’t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it’s not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it’s desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven’t eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it’s eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn’t your boyfriend holding you and telling you that it’s going to be okay. It’s sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what’s wrong and knowing that you’re ruining his night because you can’t seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It’s the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something and just fucking be normal for once. It’s keeping things a secret from the people you love because you don’t want them to look at you like you’re broken. No, depression isn’t beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just fucking exhausting.

Midnight thoughts (Depression isn’t trendy)

This is the fucking truth and honestly it sucks 💀

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So. Damn. True.

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when I say I wanna have sex I don’t mean I wanna get fucked and cum I mean I wanna makeout with someone for half an hour on my couch with grabby hands all over my body and our teeth clashing because we get so into it that we can’t stop kissing, I mean slow desperate, needy grinding on each other before we take it to the bed, bumping our heads, giggling as we take our clothes off, trying to adjust and get into the right position, I mean having someone on top of me and looking up at them to see that blissful little grin on their face before they scrunch it up a lil and moan because it feels sooooo good and I mean making each other cum so good we end up all out of breath, a sweaty, happy mess, fingers still intertwined, my legs still around their waist, making out again, that’s what I want and it would be kinda cool if I could have it now

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My dreams are too big, my expectations too unrealistic, I’ve misplaced my desire, I’ve lost my way. My dreams have crumbled, my expectations lowered, I don’t want to feel, I want to go back. I’m tired of finding, I want to be found. My faith is shaking, my walls are building. I’m afraid of being deserted, I’m not afraid of being alone. I don’t understand what I do, or why I do it. I don’t understand me, so how can you? I can fake a smile, I can play happy. I can’t let you see me cry, I can’t let you inside. My tears are temporary, my pain fleeting. Though real. I’ll run when I’m scared, I’ll both want and not want you to come after me. I don’t care, I care all too much. I’ll blame you, I’ll blame myself. I’m mixed up, I’m torn. I want to be fixed, I just want to be me. Though I’m not always sure who that is. If I ever figure this out I know it will be ok. I know even if I don’t things will turn out fine. But for the time, I’m confused and lonely. I’ve let you down, Its hard to say. I never wanted it to be this way. But I’ll find myself someday, I’ll work this out. My dreams will be my dreams, my expectations will remain the same and I’ll find all I’ve lost. And when I do I know unrealistic will be realized, and wonderful.

J.a.Lear (via wnq-writers)

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Date someone who is interested in you. I don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. I mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. Someone who wants to read every word you write. Someone who wants hear every note of your favourite song, and watch every scene of your favourite movie. Someone wants to find every scar upon your body, and learn where each one came from. Someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. There is a difference between attraction and interest. Find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are.

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