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Middle aged Gen X mom. American. There are no side-blogs, we fan on Main. I do use fandom tags though, feel free to block them. Empty blogs get blocked. Don’t follow me based on old Sherlock posts still out there, I haven’t engaged with that fandom for many years now, you will be disappointed.

ok I take back what I’ve said about contemporary art. This is amazing.

THIS is what art is about. I bitch about modern art a lot but the problem I have is that most of it (and I've worked in a museum and been an art student) is bullshitting. It is only sometimes you get shit like this, that is 0% bullshit and 100% raw screaming emotion that is demanding you LISTEN and FEEL and CONFRONT. This is art. This is what art is about. Are you mad? Are you horrified? Are you uncomfortable? GOOD.

[Image description: a photo of the exhibit and the description.

The exhibit shows a plugged in white box fan enclosed in a clear box.

It is by John Boskovich (1956-2006) and titled “Electric Fan (Feel it Motherfuckers); Only Unclaimed Item from the Stephen Earabino Estate, 1997.” It is made from an electric fan encased in Plexiglas with vinyl faux etching and Plexiglas base with casters. It was a gift of the artist in memory of Stephen Earabino, 2000.12. The description says “Soon after the death of his lover Stephen Earabino from AIDS, Los Angeles conceptual artist Boskovich discovered that Earabino’s family had completely cleared out his apartment, including the artist’s possessions, save for the electric box fan in this work. An entire person, existence, and relationship had been erased, like so many were during the AIDS crisis. Boskovich encased the fan in Plexiglas as a kind of evidence and added cutouts to allow its circulated air to escape and be felt by the viewer, almost like an exhalation. In a sense restoring Earabino’s breath, at least as a facsimile in memoriam, Boskovich makes a tender and brokenhearted gesture toward some form of eternal life.”

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Not to nitpick, but I feel like I need to clarify something here:

Modern art refers to art created between the 1860s and the 1970s, roughly. It's not a type of art; it's a era of art.

Contemporary art is any art being made in the current era (roughly 1970 to today). It's also an era, not a type or style.

Conceptual art is a type of art where the idea is more important than the aesthetic. That's the type of art a lot of people dislike, or struggle with, because it doesn't make sense out of context.

So the installation here is both conceptual and contemporary, but not modern art (though conceptual art does span both eras, so not all conceptual art is contemporary).

A lot of AIDS related art falls into the category of conceptual art, because that was a big trend in the art world at the same time as the AIDS epidemic in America.

But conceptual art isn't supposed to be nice to look at, because if it is, it fails as conceptual art. It's supposed to be a statement, or pose a question (usually about current society). So even the stuff that seems like bullshit, really isn't, because if someone can purposely bullshit an art piece, and have it installed in a museum or sell it for a huge amount of money, it definitely raises questions and/or says something about society, so it still serves its purpose in the end.

I think a lot of people would appreciate art more if they realized that it's almost never meant to be pretty. It's a visual language, and to understand it, you just need to know something about it. With conceptual art, it's usually accompanied by a statement, like this one, that gives you the context. You can't really look at conceptual art out of context and "get" it.

But if you ignore the statement, it's just a fan, and you might think, "that's stupid. Art makes no sense." Or you can read the statement, glance at the fan, and keep walking. But if you read it, and and stop to experience the fan, that's when you gain insight. Most of us didn't experience the AIDS epidemic in that way, but most of us know what it's like to lose someone, and we can all understand what would have been meant by the family getting rid of everything... you have the context that he was a gay man who died of AIDS in a very conservative era, so you can imagine the family was probably ashamed, and wanted to erase his existence. And you can imagine the absolute devastation his lover felt when he discovered everything that meant anything to the person he loved was now gone. Most people have the experience of wanting to keep something after someone dies, to hold on to that connection and keep their memory fresh, so we can imagine how devastating it would be to have that taken away, and be left with nothing but a worthless box fan.

And you can stand there, and stare at a box fan, and feel the air blowing on you, and be hit with the absolute gravity of the devastation of the AIDS epidemic. And if you're queer, it will hit you 10 times as hard, because that could have been you, or someone you loved. You could have been erased from existence, save for one meaningless, generic item that says nothing about you, in any other setting.

When you take an object out of its environment, and place it in a museum, you are attributing meaning to it, and that's the fundamental basis of conceptual art. That fan could have just as easily ended up in a garbage dump, and no one would have known or cared. But it didn't. It ended up in a museum, and that alone imparts a specific meaning onto it that no other box fan in existence has.

This man's family didn't see any point in removing this fan from the apartment, but now this post alone has 82k notes, and who knows how many more people have experienced this installation in person, and felt something about the death of a person they never knew. How many people sat with it and thought about the AIDS epidemic, and left with a new insight into the very real, devastating impact it had on people? How many people are still seeing this and thinking about this in 2021, 24 years after the man who owned the fan died, and 15 years after the artist who installed it died? He could have drawn a portrait of his deceased lover, and unless he was very famous, it would be long forgotten by now. But this installation is still here, because the concept behind it still matters.

And that's the point of conceptual art.

due to factors such as "time pressure" and "tulle is of the devil" my expectations for this shirt are not high. but i spent a lot of time imagining these button bands and they turned out pretty nice

progress on this includes:

  • attached the back and the yoke; did the yoke with wonky little panels for reinforcement(?), as it's not double-layered, and for a fun symmetrical piecing moment
  • attached fronts to back at shoulders (not pictured)
  • constructed a collar and collar stand and arranged Leafs upon it
  • started hand stitching down leafs. it would be more elegant to do this before assembling the collar, but i can't visualize how both the seam allowances and the crease in the collar work + the tulle is itchy if misplaced

have yet to do sleeves, side seams, finishing hand stitching on collar, attaching collar, sleeve plackets (on tulle??), cuffs, Buttonholes (evil to me)

Shirt's done except for finishing the collar handstitching & touching up some of the buttonholes (used a friend's fancy machine with varying success). Lots of things wrong with it that are hard to see from more than three feet away

No pictures of it on me because I have yet to obtain a suitable layering piece which is a really funny problem to have!

buttons!!!!!!

Finished the collar! If you want to make embroidery you cut out of some tulle look like it is On There For Real this is what I did

  • roughly cut out and place embroidery. baste with glue stick (glue sticks to the back of the embroidery and not the tulle)
  • tack it down with a color matched running stitch (or whatever) along the stems and centers
  • cut off more tulle from the edges with tinier scissors
  • tack down the edges. with, in this case, a different thread color, do a faux chain stitch where you grab the very end of a stitch from the extant embroidery
  • like so

this has the benefit of kind of squashing down any tulle that didn't get trimmed

and now it moves with the fabric and doesn't stick up at the edges!

hey great news. i look charming in it

Thank you for sharing this! This is another one of those situations where we are just now seeing the noticeable, dramatic payoff of years and years of quiet, unnoticed environmental work.

“Experts say years of conservation efforts have resulted in some of the healthiest waters in generations, with booming fish populations, clearer ocean waves and more chances to interact with our urban aquarium.”

This quote also really got me:

“‘It never gets old, it’s always thrilling,’ said Celia Ackerman, a naturalist with American Princess Cruises who captured the images. As a child growing up in Brooklyn, Ackerman couldn’t wait to move out of the city so she could study marine animals. 'I would have never imagined I could enjoy them here right in my backyard.’”

I would die for Big

I was in… I think 6th grade when we went on a school field trip on the Hudson. Part of the trip involved briefly dredging the river and ‘helping’ the naturalists leading the trip identify the different species.

I will never forget how excited they got when they identified the small (1-2ft) sturgeon. We nad no clue what the big deal was with a big (to us) greyish fish.

It was the first time they had seen a sturgeon that far down the Hudson.

That was nearly 30 years ago.

About 15 years ago, a friend who lived near the Hudson told me they they didn’t see a point in trying to ‘save the world’ because everything was screwed already and it was only a matter of how long until the end.

Which is to say that the Hudson and nearby ocean have been healing a bit at a time for decades and often the healing is invisible to everyone but the experts.

That working to fix things matters, even when you can’t see the progress.

That this absolutely amazing milestone is the result of thousands, perhaps millions, of people working in science, in industry, in education, in civil engineering, to make hundreds or thousands of seemingly ‘little’ changes.

Our actions matter. Work for structural change. Believe in the change you can’t yet see.

I was part of the team that discovered the first evidence of blue whales returning to New York Harbor. Blue whales. The biggest animals ever to grace the planet, right there next to the city. Know what hearing those calls for the first time sounded like? It sounded like hope.

gonna post a controversial take alright are y’all ready??

actually typing out emoticons like XD and :D and :V never should have gone out of fashion and you can pry them out of my cold dead hands okay I know emojis are fun but THEY DON’T CAPTURE THE EMOTION IN THE SAME WAY

so like

…yeah that was basically it, thanks for reading

also websites that  automatically replace your typed out <3 and :D with emojis upon sending them are a Danger To Everything That’s Good In The World

bring back nose smilies :-)

There is no emoji that captures what I mean by :P (I do NOT mean “hur hur goofy-ass face!”) and the one for :^/ is not great. And lest we forget, 🤷🏻‍♀️ is absolutely inadequate compared to ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Faces no emoji has ever managed to capture, imo:

:P

^_^

:3

^u^

:/

O.o

0.0

>:/

<(^u^)>

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I am too old to stop using XD

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i have never yet found an emoji that fully captures the shifty energy of: 

>_>

<_<

Oh man, I’ve missed O.o

Especially alternating to really capture how boggled you are.

O.o

o.O

O.o

Whatever the name of this team is, I am on it

this is   awesome

._. is pretty good too and 😐 just ISN’T THE SAME

XD, ^-^, :3, <3, and =P until death

¬_¬ is the most eloquent keystroke combo

U_U is my fav, and also O_O

the SHEER MISCHIEF of OvO

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me af

I use emoji, kaomoji AND emoticons. They all have different moods!!

🤷🏻 is like ‘i have no idea’.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ is like ‘who knows. nothing in life matters & we were all born to die’

Don’t be forgetting uwu

This 😕 could NEVER compare to :/

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:c and :v are both amazing too

Don’t forget OwO and >:3c

I will never give up o_O

And is there any real equivalent to \o/ ? I don’t think so

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I literally programmed a shortcut on my phone keyboard for ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ because 🤷‍♀️ just isn’t the same.

There’s a thunderstorm raging away and it’s pouring rain and I have the front door of my urban apartment propped open so I can sit on the sofa and watch it like Rain TV.

I just popped awake after 5 hours of sleep on my day off because of a stress dream. Lovely.