if we’re dating and you see me lying down on my bed, you’re 100% allowed to just lay down on top of me
thegoodvybe
anxiety is the most silently painful experience. it makes no sense and you sit there alone and suffer for a unknown reason. you can’t explain it. you can’t stop it. It is horrible.
sorry for not talking to anyone i am completely one hundred percent disconnected from this reality
astarboundtoabody-deactivated20
Sometimes it’s just you and your weed
lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223
You cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and in reality
do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.
