Jo$hh

Drowning in doubt

Comparing myself

Wearing me out

It’s a beautiful thing how there’s so many people out there, who care and love you, but sometimes ur self conscious will eat u alive and have you think differently.

It’s crazy how one person or thing, can just automatically change ur perception on life cuz as of right now I do feel a bit lonely, but I always made sure to pick myself up.

Here to share some feelings. This weekend I went back to a spot where there was so much sentimental value between me and the feelings that still haunt me for someone from the past.

I can’t believe I’d allow someone to take control of me like that…..

Smoking to this on repeat all night.

Heart aching

I really like this girl tho I really did

But then at the same time it was horrible because I couldn’t make my own self happy.

Ngl the 3 weeks that we did talk I was soo happy.

It didn’t really work the way I wished it did but it is what it is, I know my capabilities. #damn

Emotionally exhausted

Idk even know how to feel, wish I wasn’t attached

I swear this girl makes me so happy

Nerves are shot

No one will ever make me feel the way that u did.