Location

send me your location let’s focus on communication i just need a time and place to come through send me your location let’s ride the vibrations i don’t need nothing else but you

i was doing so well. i was starting to find my power and get over you I’ve been hurting so deeply for so long. i finally was starting to sleep well again. i met someone and got distracted from the pain for a moment. when you came to ask for me back all the pain flooded back in.

i love her but all i think about is you. how you left me. how you didn’t need me how you didn’t want me until i didn’t want you now you want me and i realize I’m not over us

i don’t have the luxury of truely considering you when you left i chose a mom a mom with a small child that got attached to me so fast I’m attached to her too when you came back it wasn’t just you against her it was you against her and her children 3 people to consider vs. one i wanted and needed to minimize the damage in the process i feel the casualty of all 4 in my heart i care for her and i can really build with her but i am trying to do that while trying to fall out of love with you

you’re still in my dreams every time i think of you my heart drops tears are falling as i write this letter to you that you will never read i thought you were it for me you were what i pictured my wife would be like my entire life now i have to draw something else because we don’t fit together in this picture

it hurts i couldn’t be there when Philip graduated it sucks that i couldn’t share that proud moment with you all i feel it. I’m still proud but from a distance. i miss you.

at times i wonder why i fool with you this is new to me this is new to you initially i didn’t want to fall for you gather my attention it was all for you so don’t take advantage don’t leave me heart damaged i understand that things go a little bit better when you plan it

every love song is still for you in my head and in my heart i try to tell myself to switch it up, to think of her instead i should but i can’t i know i should stop looking at your snaps but i can’t its torture but i need to see your face even if it kills me

this new girl she loves me like i loved you I’m trying to love her like i loved you but it feels forced she’s sweet to me she’s good to me and she puts it all out there she doesn’t hold back not like you did that’s why i love her so much so fast she’s not afraid to love me

she’s good for me i know what we have is real and good i can be happy with her the rest of my life but i wanted that with you. she is a pretty amazing person I’m in no way settling because she’s incredible all on her own its just a hard pill to swallow that it will be her and not you i hate pills but I’m gonna take this one and run with it many even say it’s a step up for me i know she’s a god send and i’m grateful for her but my heart still bleeds for you.

send me your location let’s focus on communication i just need a time and place to come through send me your location let’s ride the vibrations i don’t need nothing else but you

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