fuck excuses, learn to admit when you fuck up
“I’m not totally mad at you. I’m just sad. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside.”
— Haruki Murakami
i am ashamed of my own pain / i shouldn’t be hurting this much / everything feels unbearable
(journaling pages from last week’s mental breakdown)
physically im not here but mentally yeah im not here either
You’re my favourite notification idk
even if it hurts.
