numb

After about Idk how many months, I'm back on my bullshit and its stronger than ever.

~sigh~

Ahahahha i hate myself

“And the mountains may rise and fall, and the sun might wither away, and the sea may claim the land and swallow the sky. But you will always be mine. And the stars might fall from the heavens, and night might cloak the earth, but until darkness dies, I will always be yours.” — Rhapsodic, The Bargainer Series

find my art.

Me finally weighing myself after binging for a week straight:

hozier really is just allowed to be out here saying shit like i’ll be the last shred of truth in the lost myth of true love and our collective eight brain cells are just like wig! and then we cry 

Hozier: I like the narrative that NFWMB is about feeling the need to protect your partner but it’s actually about someone so terrifying that no one wants to fuck with them and you love them for that

Me:

honestly if I was walking through the forest and saw hozier there i wouldn’t even question it,, it’s where he belongs

reblog if 2 or more apply and i’ll follow you!

-you’re lgbtqia+ and have an ED

-you’re 18+ and don’t live with your parents

-you work in service/bars/venues/etc

-you’re a creative person

-your blog has an aesthetic of some sort

-you’re active in June/July 2019

-you post thinspo (photos/tips/bodychecks)

-you’re taller than 160cm

-you like cats or plants

-you fast/binge

My brain @ me when i accidentally binge:

Accidentally

Why is it that I can only binge and eat like 2000 calories or restrict and eat less than 200. But nothing in between. Why can’t I just eat like a normal fucking human being.

I am sick of this shit🤮

I might be starving but at least I’m

I might be starving but at least I’m

heading into the kitchen as a hungry anorexic: