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“So do you still believe in love?” I love the way she said “still”. Because love is something we’re all just raised to believe, and want. And at one point in our lives we come to realize that it’s like the tooth fairy, and Santa Claus. It’s something that made our fantasies just a little bit better, but in no realistic circumstance is it real. “Yes. I do.”

S.A // #Conversations About Love #4 (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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She spoke so calmly about it, as if she already gave it so much thought, she was sure she was right. “The thing is I know that I won’t ever really be happy without someone. I’ve felt how it feels to be loved, so passionately and deeply. I had real love and now I don’t, so I know something will always be missing. Being loved is an amazing fucking feeling.” That was the first time I’d ever heard her curse. She hates cursing. “There’s no better feeling that you could imagine.” She continued. “It’s like once you’ve felt it, how can you go on with your life not feeling it? They say love is blind and I’ve never heard anything more untrue. Everything becomes clearer. It’s like having glasses. When you’re wearing them you see everything the way you’re supposed to. And without it everything becomes blurry. You can’t see the world the same way. You know that you’re missing out on things, things that life has to offer you with the deal of love being in it.” Tears were now dripping down her face as she spoke of never being loved again.

S.A // The Things You Don’t Hear. (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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You still love him?” “Yeah.” “A lot?” “I’d still give him everything.” “But he said he doesn’t love you anymore.” “I know.” “So what’s it feel like?” “It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die.

novel i will never write/finish (via lies-in-april)

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I had to stop talking to him. I can’t continue speaking to him, knowing that I will fall in love with him. It would be doing a great injustice to myself and to him.

S.A // I Don’t Wanna Get Hurt Again. (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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I would like to say that I love him so much that he’s all that I think about, but he’s not all that I think about. I also think about the fucked up shit that’s going on in the world, I’m thinking about how it feels to die, scared. I’m thinking, what if I take this bus and some angry person decides to kill everyone today? Or if I walk this way home I might get kidnapped, or raped. This shitty world has caused us worry and panic. If you ask me, I don’t think there should be anything but love on a persons mind.

S.A // You’re the only good thing in my world. (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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I swear to God when you hold me, I feel like I could live to be a thousand. Like I could win a world war And I could battle a hundred lions. I feel like nothing could hurt me. When you hold me, I feel infinite.

S.A // like my love for you. (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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She was her favorite lines from her favorite books. The words defined how she felt when she couldn’t explain it for herself. She wept, she laughed, she got angry. She lived on words, but never spoke her own feelings.

I should have read her favorite books and now it’s too late. (via aawordthings)

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Feel the rain. I don’t mean feel wet. Feeling wet will make you angry, because your clothes are getting wet. You can get angry at getting wet. But you can’t get angry at your clothes because you’re meant to wear them, the way the clouds are meant to rain. So don’t feel wet. Feel the rain. You can’t get mad at rain.

S.A // shower in positivity (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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I always thought that he was beautiful. Genetically he wasn’t perfect, but I thought he was. And he had flaws; I just didn’t see them. It’s just that all these flaws together, make up the person you love. You wouldn’t want to change anything about that.

S.A (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.

Matty Healy (via ehtes)

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She loves listening to old records. She loves the way everything was born into this world with reason. She loves to understand things. She loves silence, Yet when there is music in the air, She cannot help herself but dance and sing. She plays musical games between her feet and the ground. She is an old soul, with her young years bursting out of her.

S.A // #Thoughts About Her #1 (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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Today I learned that we contain more atoms in our body than there are stars in the universe we know. Each star can give off enough light to nourish an entire solar system and allow life to exist like our sun. And you have billions and trillions of atoms that make you, And you have the nerve to say that you’re worthless? Well I have to disagree. Scientifically that is false. Imagine our sun just gave out because it felt it didn’t shine bright enough. Or what if our moon just broke apart because it’s tired of all the beatings it took from meteors. Or the stars stopped twinkling because they’re so far and alone. Without our Suns flames we would not be able to exist. And without our moon we would not have anything to look forward to in the night sky. Without our stars? We’d have no more art in the skies. And our galaxy would be empty. So don’t tell me you’re worthless when you have an entire universe in you, you have responsibilities to the stars inside of you. Keep your flame burning. Take the hits And don’t let your stars die out. Because God knows, you are worth as much as the universe.

S.A // You Are Worth As Much As The Universe (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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Because when I was 13 years old, I was sent home for my tank top straps being a little too thin, but a boy could wear a Cool Story babe, Go Make Me A Sandwich shirt and not be looked at twice. Because when I was 17 and I told a guy “No” and the next day the word tease was painted on my locker. Because when I was 18 and just wanted to be friends, I was a bitch. Because I feel the need to say “I have a boyfriend” instead of “No” because guys respect other men more than they would ever respect me. Because society screams “don’t get raped” instead of “don’t rape” Because I am scared to walk alone at 10 PM Because being beautiful is the most important thing I’ll ever do. Because when I wear my favorite skirt “I’m asking for it” Because the song Blurred Lines exists Because no means no no matter how you fucking spin it Because a girl was drugged and raped with a beer bottle, and the boys who did it are out on bail. Because I owe you nothing Because pepper spray is a gift I receive yearly. Because I am asked if I have a boyfriend more than I am asked about my mental health Because my clothes say more about my consent then my mouth does. Because the wage gap exists Because “not all men are like that” is said way too often ENOUGH ARE Because I feel the need to say “I’m not a feminist but…” Because I’m writing this fucking piece

When you ask why I’m angry? (via itcuddles)

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saviepavie
Those beautiful eyes glazed over all shiny like little blue bruises. And yet she looked stronger than I’d ever seen her. Unattached. Single. Out of reach. My reach.

Diary of an Oxygen thief (via saviepavie)

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“I let go of a girl who loved me because I wasn’t capable of loving her back.” “Why couldn’t you love her back?” “Because she’s a bursting-at-the-seams-filled-with-love type, and I’m empty. I don’t have anything to give her, not even love.”

S.A // #Conversations about Love #1 (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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He told me all of these nice things, words of love and devotion. And I just swallowed them whole like a little child eating their halloween candy; Without stopping to think, Is this going to hurt me? And sure enough. All those sweet words took a turn in me. And by next October I’d learned my lesson.

S.A // Sweet, Twisted Words. (via c0ffee-and-literature)

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wvnderlst
I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk.

Unknown (via stevenbong)

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They say rain tastes different mixed with tears, but we’ve been drinking in years of stale hope, and each drop still resembles your face. Every night I die to resurrect a mess of inedible I miss you’s by morning. But if words hold life, we are on the scenic route towards light. Your smile is my favorite sunrise and your eyes are storybooks I can’t put down. I want to be the reason you let out that last sigh before you fall asleep. The final thought that writes you into dreams. We can change some words, but that doesn’t change the story. Maybe we’re the kind of broken that can’t be put back together. Maybe we’re the sadness that can’t be written out, but I’m not afraid of the darkness in you.

A letter to the person who decides to love me - I only come in pieces, and I don’t have instructions. (via teacup12)

The longing sentences

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