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kitchen sinks and over thinks
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Do you remember taking me miles from my home to call me a bitch and to pull my hair, to abuse me verbally, physically and sexually everyday for nearly 2 weeks, to make me cry nearly every night, to make me want to throw up every morning waking up to hell, do you remember breaking up with me as soon as i got home after promising me that you treated me how you did because you “loved me”, because i bet you fucking dont you pig, because i didnt listen to the girls who said you would try to rape me but “its okay were in a relationship” you fucking fuck, i still dream of killing you and bitch one day i just might, i fucking hate you, you make me feel disgusting, you make me feel nothing, i wasnt okay before i met you and you took advantage of that. Every day i praise the stars that you left me because they know you would have killed me before i had the chance to do it myself.

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It's so hard when my head is telling me I am a pathetic mess for still feeling this way over things that happened so long ago yet if my friends were to tell me they felt this way over the same things and the same amount of time I would be telling them it is fine to feel that way and it's understandable so why dont I fucking understand and why is it not fine

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Been awake 10 mins and I've already had the "if I just hurried up end killed myself I wouldn't have to do anything today" talk with myseld ft a lot of tears so that's how today is probably gonna go :)

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I'm so scared about today, i have to find and start therapy again, i really really don't want to but apparently I have people to stay alive for, but they're going to make me remember and I don't want to remember

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regionalatbest

regionalatbest’s holiday giveaway 🎄✨

i’m giving away some of my extra TOP stuff i’ve collected because i’ve been holding onto a lot of it. there will be four winners getting: - signed blurryface cd (1 winner) - double sided vinyl (3 winners)

Rules -reblog and follow to enter -ends Dec 10 -will ship internationally & in time for christmas

good luck! ✨

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Above is an unsolved cipher which was mailed to the San Francisco Chronicle by the Zodiac killer. The killer sent a series of threatening and taunting letters to the press, the last of which was sent in 1974. The letters included four ciphers and to this day only one has actually been solved.