Shiba pup with a taiyaki!
I’m going to open and honest with all of you, I haven’t been doing so well lately 😞 I have been diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression and I feel like it’s getting worse by the day.
It started back in August this year where I seemed to be more nervous than usual, but then I would find the commute to work incredibly painful - like I’m trying to suppress a panic attack and struggling to breathe and trying not to break into a fit in front of everyone. I generally have anxiety, but this is the first time it’s so severe and debilitating, it’s really affecting my quality of life.
Sometimes if I am lucky, I can manage it... but most days I feel like I’m drowning and panicking in my hour long commute to and from work. Long story short, I now find great difficulty going outside alone for more than 10 minutes and I’m terrified of catching the train. The horrific thing is I don’t know what triggers it, it can just come out of nowhere or not come on at all. I’ve been seeking help since last 2 months, and I’m so lucky I have such supportive friends, family, and workmates who understand my position. I really can’t put it into words what I am going through, but it feels like my brain has been hijacked to lose control of all sense of rationale, nerves, and sensibility. I’m sorry I have been quiet lately but this is why 😢 but don’t worry, I will make it through this, I have so much to live for ❤️ I will attend my own opening night no matter how painful it is, I’m not going to let this stop me. I guess right now I need support now more than ever, and if any of you are going through anything similar to what I am or you just want to talk, my DMs are always open to you and I’m happy to listen/talk ^_^
You know those shitposting meme videos? Well I made my own lmao, enjoy! Very different to what I normally do, but lmao it was fun and I now have a newfound appreciation for those who do these animatics because omg they take forever to make 0_0
Happy Halloween!
I rarely do fanart stuff, but this is like the most fanarty fanart I have ever done – 3 crossovers! Boku no Hero x Stranger Things x Ghostbusters 😅 😂 Been headcannoning that Kacchan gets pissed he’s not Venkman and Deku uses a handvacuum as a proto pack 😁
A bunch of cats selling food and snacks ^_^
The feel when you just blehhhh
Cats selling Japanese street snacks 🍙 🍘 🍢 🍡 🍥
All of my Inktobers so far 😚🌙✨ Literally just started this week because I forgot about Inktober 🙊
Cats hammering down mochi :3
I’m soooo sorry for the lack of posts on Tumblr, I’ve been working on my show and posting my stuff on Instagram and playing NG+ in Persona 5 and kiiinda neglecting Tumblr >_<
I normally don’t post this stuff, but I’m way too excted about this, I was at OzComicCon in Sydney and we cosplayed for the first time ever! Shoutout to @nimehime for helping with our cosplays! I went as Haru Okumera and my bf went as Goro Akechi (look at him omg TTOTT) ^_^ These are pics taken at OzCC with my P5 squad + bonus Haru x Akechi beach pics!
Any P5 lovers here??? I’ll be back to my art soon hahaha~
Cat themed honey toast! Been craving these like crazy ever since I got back from Japan last year... ^O^
Happy international doggo day! I was inspired by this ad that Instagram keeps showing me called Tap Tap Aquarium and thought the graphics were so cute ^O^ This lil’ guy has a bepis for an oxygen tank
Snacking Cat, another one down for my solo show ^_^
Also I made a YouTube channel! Uploaded my first video, which was a speedpaint of this piece- check it out here!!!
It’s a bunch of cats who think the ramen is a spa bath xDDD
More sushi cats! They are so much fun to draw, but I bet everyone is sick of seeing them haha ^^;;; but can’t have a solo show about Japan, cats and food without sushi cats!