You were right. I’m fucking useless only good for sex and I can’t even do that right LOL

Jesus I really am just finding shit in everyone that reminds me of the demon that possessed me for so long and I’m sorry and I’m fucking trying we will get there ASAP rocky

‪I usually don’t give a fuck what people say but when that shit comes from your parents it hits different‬

I just want to be the person I think I am in my head instead of the horrible person you all know me to be

Yooooooo bitches I forgot that I had this and lemme tell y’all I’m doing fucking shitty and I’m lit and I just wanna say I was in an abusive relationship and it broke me down to my absolute core and idk how I’m still alive and the same from it is fucking permemamt k can already tell

A year ago today I was drugged and raped

Why the fuck do I try? Why do I feel as though I can do anything? It’s false hope I just need to give up because this is just pathetic

Just a problematic lying bitch... how is it no matter how hard I try to do the right thing I’m still in the wrong and I’m still fucking up. It’s because I’m the worst kind of person, really fucking shitty and unpleasant to be around but I don’t realize it so I think that I’m just fine but I really need to wake up. I think I have enough people telling me how bad I am that I just need to listen

Well there’s no point in craving anything because I have no money nor can I drive there or make it at home for that matter lol guess it’s time to start cutting the cravings away again

I wish I didn’t have an eating disorder and I wish I saw it as a problem instead of being happy it’s back

‪Most people are the most depressed at night in their room by themselves but for me it hits the hardest midday no matter who I’m around‬

I just need to figure out how

Like what am I even waiting for?

Alright time to stop being a little bitch and just end it all

I want to cut open all of my veins and watch myself bleed but I’m too vain to live with the scars lol how does that even work. Guess I just need to cut deep enough that I won’t be able to live to see the scars heal

I literally can’t do anything right why am I such a fucking disappointment