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Amy

@jeepgirl9

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I can’t wait to wake up to morning kisses, hugs from behind only a few hours after seeing each other. I’m so excited to roll over in my sleep and to crash into you with my arms and legs pulling you in. I can’t wait to drink coffee together only moments before having to leave with kisses pressed to smiles to go to work, knowing I’ll see you when I come home. I’m looking forward to sitting in the kitchen floor eating bad take out food, laughing over glasses of wine and the things that felt so stressful during the day. I can’t wait to banter over you sneaking to read my writing before I’ve shown you. I’m so excited to look at the tickle fights, the touches that aren’t sexual but just slight touches of comfort. I can’t wait to stay up watching tv shows and movies, and getting obsessed over small things together. I can’t wait to take pictures of you in your purest forms, to hang around the house. I can’t wait to get a puppy together, to make plans together, to travel together and to simply love together. I am so damn excited to find you and to learn all about you, and to love the things about yourself that are hard to love just as much as the things about you that are so easy to love. I am so excited for you, but I’m even more excited for me. It’s going to be such an honor to love you. I can’t wait for you to love me.

ARH // To My Future Love (via racksley)

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When you miss someone so bad it hurts and there's absolutely nothing else you can do or say... 😢💔

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Loving a girl when you’re a girl is complex, You look at her and you see radiance, Her laughter echoes off the hallway walls and you can feel your breath catch in the back of your throat at the sound, With every step together in public, you can feel eyes of judgement, Words smear across your skin like bruises, It feels like rocks are being cast at you - all for holding her hand, Not only do you have to deal with the nervous clammy hand that is shaking at the knowledge of being allowed to touch her, But you have to listen to the sneers and snipes from a generation that does not understand, From people in a society that disowns you for taking advantage of the opportunity to adore a girl that makes your heart feel like stammering vocabulary at the start of a classroom presentation, You have to feel the opinion of outsiders, on top of the fluttering butterflies in the pit of your stomach, Nobody understands that she is the one that balls into a little ball atop you to watch movies, Or that she refuses to miss a single chance to cheer you on at any event, Even when she is sick, They don’t glimpse the way your arms fit around her waist making your shoulders relax at the kitchen counter, Society attempts to dictate my right to feel, An outsider tells me to tolerate harassment from their belittlement of a relationship that is mine, I refuse to stand by absentmindedly at that, So I will hold your hand when we are in line at the grocery store or at the movies, I will kiss your nose and your rosy cheeks in front of my family, My fingertips will find you and help lead you to the dance floor at bars, Amongst the stares, the cruel misplaced comments, and the judgement from those without a right - I will love you with all I have, In all circumstances, Wherever we are, As a girl I will love a girl. It’s not the most interesting thing about me.

ARH // My sexuality isn’t the most interesting thing to me (via racksley)

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I’m not a boobs or booty kind of girl, I’m an everything kind of girl, I will get excited about your ears and your fingers, I’ll lose my train of thought over your shoulders and down your back, Your legs will need to be draped over me in some form at all times of relaxing so that I can run my hands over them, Or your back will find a rest against my chest and between my arms, I will praise your forehead and your eyes, I will tickle the back sides of your knees, I’ll blow warm air onto your cheeks and kiss your smile, Sometimes your frown, I will touch every inch of you that you allow me to touch because I will not solely love the curve of your ass cheek or the perk of your breast, I will love every centimeter of you, When I am focused on you, You become more than a warm body to me, You become my laughter and the place I need to mindlessly touch to feel home, I will love all of you.

ARH // I will make a home out of you, and your body. (via racksley)

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when i ask “did you get home safe?” i mean i love you and the thought of you at risk makes me ache