aesthetic

my sad song

Lyrics:

Dad, am I gonna go to hell for all the times I’ve hurt myself? please let me go, I hate myself release me from this living hell

All the memories will haunt me when I’m gone don’t try to find me sorry mom and dad I must go I’ve been dead anyway for so long

Don’t say I didn’t try ‘cause that’s a fucking lie my demons were so right they held onto too tight they took away my life and now it’s time to…

What is this place? is it hell? or is it my life? I cannot tell I’m sorry everyone I’ve hurt will you forgive me when I’m dead?

I’m sorry all my friends and family I hope one day you’ll understand me forgive me for ending my pain I will see y'all again, I’ll be waiting

Don’t forget, when you die to die, for yourself when I’m gone, don’t cry please don’t cry Goodbye

my shitty song

well fuck this fucked me up

I’m sorry :(((

it’s been a while since I’ve posted this but it’s okay, it still sucks lmao

You are a very courageous man xxxx

@toopeacestarfish how so?

I love you 🖤 feels like the song was made for me

@fxckley stay strong <3

I can absolutely relate to this. I hope for your sake @killed-long-ago that you are finding ways to manage the pain. I know how hard it is, and I am terribly sorry for what you’ve had to endure. But you are so fucking strong for fighting through it! With best regards, xoxo

@opiatedaze Thanks for the nice words, I hope you find a way to fix yourself

my main coping mechanism is pretending like I don’t care

FUCK girls are so beautiful god damn it

sorryhunimgay

Franz Kafka, Letters To Felice (via thelovejournals)

I am insecure and sensitive and I ruin everything I love

I’m allowed to be angry about what happened. I am allowed to be angry about what you did.

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