Sometimes, I cry so hard I can feel it in my ribs. / I feel like the real me is backed into a corner inside me
— Ama Asantewa Diaka, from "Saturday Evening WhatsApp Message," Woman, Eat Me Whole
“stay focused, bellingham, she’s not going anywhere!” ‹𝟹
word count :: 0.2
warning(s) :: none.
summary :: basketball is not your boyfriend's forte.
after receiving an invitation to join your boyfriend and his friends for a hang out, you jumped out of bed as quickly as possible.
you had no idea what jude and his friends were up to, but you certainly didn't anticipate them to be playing basketball, considering that they were all football players. however, you didn't question it; you just went with it.
as you approached the basketball court with jude, his hand interlaced with yours, his friends were eager to start the game.
not being all that into sports, especially basketball, you decided to sit back and observe from a distance. trent was sitting alongside you, as he himself wasn't as interested in basketball. nobody listened to the poor boy's complaints, and he was compelled to come along.
the game was going well for grealish’s team, but not for the team jude was on. you shouted a few encouraging words to jude and the players he'd selected for his team.
hearing your voice, jude turned to you and flashed his typical charming smile, his attention completely concentrated on you rather than the game.
he was so enthralled by your presence that he had entirely forgotten about the game, and unfortunately for him, the ball slammed him in the face, as it was intended to be a pass to him.
the ball went out, and his teammates began complaining and chastising him for not paying attention to the game.
when trent yelled to your boyfriend, "stay focused, bellingham; she's not going anywhere!" you couldn't help but giggle.
Makeup Routine Pablo style :)
Summary: Pablo does a voice over for your makeup routine hehe
Pairing: Pablo Gavi x Reader
Warnings: none/ cute bf!pabloo
Ethan is on top of you, His curly hair falls over his sweaty forehead as your hands scratch and caress his neck. You are messes filling the Room with moans.
He kisses your neck and thrusts his hips powerfully, going a little deeper into you, bringing you closer and closer to the point of no return.
Damn, this boy is hot.
"Look at me Ethan... look into my eyes."
You sigh your words, pleasure preventing you from articulating properly. The boy moans a little louder as he looks at you with his puppy eyes.
"I can't, I'll cum if I Do.."
"Shut up and Watch me while you fuck me like the sweet boy you are hmm-"
Ethan obey and he looked at you, sticking his forehead to yours, he loved looking at you, it turned him on, seeing you almost tearful Due to the pleasure, he was the one who made you feel that way, and he was proud of it.
He ended up kissing you greedily without taking his eyes off you, and after a few seconds, you both ended up cumming while moaning each other's name. He held you close before whispering an "I love you" in your ear and you fell asleep, naked and sweating. He was all yours and you’re all his.
"I can control my anger"
Also me:
And also me 5 minutes later:
THIS IS SO ME, OMG!!
Anonymous asked:
your angst satisfies the part of me that loves to hurt my own feelings :,) i was wondering if you could write another argument fic? maybe including florence pugh’s “stop it you’re being mean” line from little women?
i feel like she's lacking.... but i dont know where.
“If we’re really being honest here, honey, I don’t think that’s what it’s about, at all.”
Peter could be real condescending at times.
“Oh, please let me know what I’m thinking, you love to project it!”
“You do this all the time! You always start something when it’s really about another, but you’re too chicken shit to say it!”
“Look out! Here comes the fucking hero, don’t worry it’s his kink to fix everything so you’re endowed to him forever!”
That just cut deep for him, it’s one to call him out, it’s another to attack his character.
“That’s a low blow, even for you. It’s not my fault you can’t say sorry, you know you were wrong.” Peter pointed at you with each statement.
He was right, it was a low blow. But he’s not making this easier, you know you’re wrong but if you admit defeat he will get to wear this prideful smirk that would make you rather suffer through the fight.
“Maybe I could admit when I’m wrong if you didn’t get so amused by it.” You cross your arms and blink toughly, Peter frowns a little.
“I don’t do that,” his tone is taken aback, and maybe if you weren’t so self involved at the moment you could see Peter was done fighting, it had moved off topic and now you were just pummeling him.
“Oh yes you do! You love when I say I’m wrong cause then you get to wave your arrogant little face around!” Why are you doing this? It’s making it worse, why are you treating him this way? You’re only hurting him further.
“You’re getting off topic, we’re not talking about me right now.” He’s trying to fix your derailment, also save himself from more beratement.
“Maybe we should, cause now that we’re talking I have some things to say.” This was coming from nowhere, why were you so upset? It was a fight over nothing, even Peter called it, it wasn’t about that at all.
“Do we have to do it now? When you’re all riled up from me being upset with you, and you know you’re going to say things you’ll apologize for later?” Peter does have reasoning, and he is right, but why does he always think he’s right.
“Yeah! Because, because, you’re entitled.” You point at him like a child.
“How am I entitled?”
“You think you’re always right! I can never disagree or hold my own opinion, you just command and expect me to do. And you’re always making those judgy eyes at me, like right now! You think I’m wrong right now.”
Peter sighs, “yeah, I do. We should take a breather, maybe take some space.”
You scoff, “yup, typical Peter. Let's just run from our problems like you always fucking do, because our problems are not our problems, you make them my problem.”
Peter just can’t help but blink at you, he’s about to walk out. He doesn’t know if that's treacherous territory yet.
“Y/N, you really need to cool it.”
Somehow his calmness makes it worse, he’s playing chill because he knows he’s right. Maybe that’s what it is.
“Mr. Know it all is here! He knows what’s best for our relationship at all times, he better keep me in line! If he doesn’t all these other guys can take me from a puss-”
His voice is loud and sharp, the extremely rare tone he takes up with you.
“Stop it, you’re being mean.”
And somehow that works, you weren’t being angry, you weren’t defending your space, you weren’t protecting your own back, he wasn’t spitting fury back, you were just being plain ol’ mean. And for what?
Your tone is taken aback, you nearly stutter.
“Am I?”
Gruff tone, still upset. “Very.”
“I’m sorry, I don’t know why.”
“No, I think you do.”
“I was wrong, and I knew it. And so did you, and I didn’t want to give you the satisfaction of being right. You always win the fights, I never do.”
Peter’s shoulders slump, “you don’t win fights by hurting and belittling your partner.”
You blink at tears, you just berated him and you feel bad? Get it together.
“I didn’t mean it! I promise, I was just making shit up.”
He leaned up against a wall, “I gotta be honest, baby, that doesn’t make me feel better. You didn’t even believe what you were saying, you just wanted to hurt me.”
Peter backed you into a corner, he was right.
You shake your head back and forth, “I know. That’s really, really shitty on my end. I wasn’t thinking right, I don’t want to be mean towards you, ever.”
He looks you up and down, you do look downright apologetic, you look like you feel terrible.
“Good, do it again and I’ll cry. Now come give me a hug, meanie.
SEBASTIAN CHACON as WARREN ROJAS Daisy Jones & The Six, 1.04: Track 4: I Saw The Light
i'm with you. -> w. rojas
WARNINGS: profanities, pregnancy, my general disregard for the timeline of the canon story, trying my hand at the interview format
SYNOPSIS: You and Warren are friends with benefits. And then you find out you're pregnant. word count: 3,083
Jealousy, Jealousy | Warren Rojas x Reader
A/N: Warren is so fun to write for—I can't lol
Request: hey!!! can you write a warren x reader one-shot where they are dating and the reader is a movie actress and has a very intimate scene with her costar and warren gets jealous?
Warnings: Profanity, intimate scene with costar, Warren being Warren
Taglist: @celestialstar111
Warren stomped around his houseboat, fuming, "He was basically ripping your clothes off, Y/N!"
Rulebreaker
pairing: warren rojas/rhodes x fem!reader
a/n: there is a criminally low amount of warren fics and daisy jones & the six fics in general so I'm trying to rectify that. also I listened to the Aurora album on repeat when writing this so if you haven't listened to it already go do that. requests are open for all characters if you want to send anything in. i also love chatting with all of you so send in ur opinions or thoughts :)
tw: mentions of period typical misogyny, cigarette smoking, swearing
description: the night you met warren rojas, all of your rules fly out of the window.
“morning”
warren rhodes x reader
just a fluffy warren drabble
You typically woke up before Warren, but today he had the fortune of waking up with the sun. As expected, he chose to bother you instead of letting you sleep peacefully.
He rolled onto your side of the bed and slipped an arm around your waist. He brought his other hand up and grazed his fingers gingerly against your bare shoulder before starting to trace light circles.
You stirred in your sleep, the hair falling away from your face and giving him access to your neck. He leaned down to place soft kisses on the exposed skin.
“Warren,” you mumbled, sleep ridden.
“Wake up, pretty girl,” he said softly, kissing your cheek.
“What time is it?” You rubbed the sleep from your eyes and reached over to the nightstand to check your watch. “5 a.m.?”
You turned your head to look up at him with a questioning stare. You placed the watch back on the wood and rolled over to look at him fully.
Your held your head in your hand and propped your elbow up on a pillow. Both of his arms were loosely around your waist as he grinned up at you.
“Is this what you do when you wake up early? Bother me?” you teased.
“I’m just loving you, baby. Is that so wrong?” he said, still sporting that broad smile.
“It is at this hour.” You turned your body to face away from him as you tried to go back to sleep. He only pulled you closer and kissed your neck, shoulder, and face over and over so you couldn’t do that.
“Damn, Warren, let a woman sleep!” You tried to sound serious, but it was hard with your laughs breaking through.
“Not until you kiss me back.” He was now hovering over you, tapping his lips expectantly with one finger.
You rolled your eyes and gave in, grabbing his face and pulling him in close. His lips landed on yours, and his kiss was full of passion. His arms came down around your back as he kissed you slowly.
You were the first to pull away, and his disappointment was visible. “I’m going to sleep now.”
“Even after that?” he protested with a frown.
“I gave you what you wanted! It’s five in the morning, Warren, what would we even do?”
He grinned mischievously, “I have an idea.”
“No, Warren, absolutely not.” You smacked him with a pillow and turned to lay on your side.
He pulled you to him by the waist and rested his head in the crook of your neck. “Fine, we can do what you want, even if it’s less fun,” he said, sounding defeated, but you were content with getting your way.
i have rewatching gigantic and....paul dano is so hot in it. i think brian might be his hottest character, other than klitz but no one is ready for that talk yet.
he is so fine.
saving you - peter parker
pairing: tom!peter x stark!reader
warnings: use of y/n, she/her, swearing, mentions of blood and fighting (scenes used from endgame)
a/n: i love peter parker sm i just HAD to write another blurb (also for my bexi boo mwah)
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y/n never thought she'd fight a giant purple alien from space, let alone fighting him twice. five years ago she was on titan fighting the alien, then she blipped, alongside half of the world.
five years later she's on the same planet fighting the same purple asshole.
herself and others all came out of different sized portals created by doctor strange. y/n walked out with peter parker, her best friend. she looked around, seeing the army of avengers, ready to fight the battle.
her and peter, and everyone else, got in their positions as they heard steve, "avengers. assemble."
and with those two words, the team of most likely one hundred people ran towards thanos' army.
sam and valkyrie ended up in the sky at some point during the battle, while everyone else mostly stayed on the ground. scott turned huge again since the fight in germany, and immediately started stomping on the evil aliens.
the rest of the avengers started fighting the aliens that remained on the ground. bucky snd rocket shooting them together, with groot branching his arms through the aliens' bodies.
y/n and peter never left each others side as they ran towards the battle. the avengers' goal was to get tony's gaunlet away from thanos once it had all six infinity stones in it. all they had to do was get thanos' gaunlet, easy.
ten minutes pass and most of the avengers are injured while lying on the ground, the only few remaining are tony, steve, thor, peter, y/n, clint, valkyrie and pepper.
dealing with the team of eight they have, they create a plan to beat thanos.
"y/n, sweetheart i know you can fight and i know you can fight well," tony starts, placing his hands on his daughters shoulders, "but i need you to run away, i don't want you anywhere near here when we get the stones, capisce?"
a concerned look shows up on y/n's face, "what? dad, no, i'm not just leaving you guys here. let me he-"
y/n got cut off by tony hugging her, followed by pepper hugging her as well.
the family of three backed up from each other. tony looked back to the rest of the remaining avengers, giving y/n the signal to walk away.
yes, she was going to walk away from the problem, but as she saw her father, and peter start running towards thanos she knew she couldn't just watch.
taking out the ninja stars she has in her suit, she throws them at thanos' wrist to try and get his gaunlet off.
"what- y/n! i told you to run!" tony yells from inside his suit, while blasting thanos.
"i told you, i'm not just leaving you guys!" y/n yells.
tony backs away slightly, before finding clint with the red iron man gauntlet. tony takes it from him and passes it to peter. "peter run!" tony yells before going back to fight with thanos.
y/n watches as peter runs from thanos with her dad's gaunlet.
peter runs as fast as he can before he gets knocked down into a pile of rubble. a giant blue and yellow beam comes down in front of him.
"hi- hello," peter stutters to the blonde woman, "i'm peter parker."
"well peter parker," the woman starts, "you have something for me?"
peter nods as he hands her tony's gaunlet before she flies off.
peter stands up from the rubble, and watches in shock as y/n is on thanos' shoulders trying to fight him.
"y/n!" he yells as he watches thanos throw the poor girl at least 100 yards away. peter immediately runs after to look for her, "um- mr. stark, sir i'm going to try and find y/n."
"oh you better find my daughter alive parker," tony grumbles into the teams shared intercoms.
finally seeing the sight of y/n rolled over onto her side, holding her stomach, peter removes the nano-tech mask from his face.
he rolls y/n over to see the girl with dust and small marks of blood on her face. "hey, hey y/n you gotta wake up. your dad's gonna kill me if you don't," peter laughs, shaking the girl.
"cmon, please wake up."
tears brim peter's eyes, seeing the girl he's fallen in love with get hurt right in front of his eyes.
the only thought going through the boys mind was that he never got to tell her how he felt.
as he talked on his com, his voice was weak. "mr- mr stark i need help! she isn't waking up!"
tony's heart rate drops. disregarding the giant purple alien in front of him, he flies over to where he saw peter run off to. he flies down to the ground to be met with an unconscious y/n in peter's arms.
"friday, read y/n's vitals," tony instructs his ai.
"vitals steady. oxegyn decreased 20%. heartbeat decreased 10%."
"shit," tony mumbles. "you stay with her kid, i have to beat this asshole," he gestures back to thanos. "keep her alive!" tony yells as he flies back to the main fight going on.
peter looks down at y/n again, still with tears threatening to spill over. "y/n," his voice cracks, "please don't leave me."
the tears mentioned before finally spill, leaving peter's cheeks hot and lips trembling. he leans down and presses his lips to hers, while holding her jaw in his hand.
"please, please, please," peter kept mumbling against her lips, tears not decreasing in pace.
peter notices y/n start breathing heavier, he starts shaking her again. "hey, hey cmon, y.n wake up. i cant lose you, i just can't y/n."
peter sighs, "i love you."
y/n starts coughing slightly, before rolling over onto her hands and knees and coughing more than before.
peter immediately starts rubbing his hand up and down her back, "hey, thatta girl," he laughs slightly, glad she's okay, "cough it all up."
"oh my god," y/n gasps, before sitting on her knees on the ground.
"are you okay?" peter asks, keeping his hand on her lower back. y/n only nods, while peter places a kiss on the top of the girls head.
"i love you too," y/n whispers after leaning her head against peter's shoulder.
breaking away from each other, the two teenagers turn around to see a giant multicolored beam shoot up into the sky, yet the two didn't see thanos with the gaunlet at all.
y/n gasps lightly, before running to where the others were. peter followed after, "no, no, no," y/n keeps mumbling to herself as they got closer to the rest of the team.
peter got in front of y/n, incase anything was a threat to them. y/n couldn't see what was going on, but she saw the group surrounding someone lying on the floor.
she looked around, not seeing her father anywhere. a thousand thoughts flooded the girls' mind.
she heard peter talk to someone, but his words were muffled as her brain wouldn't let her think the worst possible solution happened.
pepper holds peter in her arms, comforing the boy, which left a small pathway for y/n to go through.
"dad," y/n whispers, jogging to her father who was leaning against a piece of a broken ship. "dad hey, cmon, get up. we have to go back home."
y/n grabs his hand as she starts crying, she couldn't hold her tears back any longer.
tony looks up at his daughter weakly before placing his other hand on the side of her face, "tell parker he better take good care of you," tony says weakly, making y/n nod and smile softly.
tony leans up with the rest of the energy he has left and kisses y/n's cheek. y/n and the rest of the group watch as tony leans back against the broken ship, and see his arc reactor light dim.
"no, no, no, no," y/n keeps mumbling tapping on the arc reactor.
her heart drops when the light fully turns off. everything around her goes quiet as she leans her forehead on her fathers chest.
this was it. she'd never see him again. never talk to him again. never tell him how her first day of senior year was. never tell him how amazing her first date with peter went. nothing.
pepper lets go of peter to go bid tony a final goodbye. peter helps y/n up off of her father and immediately holds her head to his own chest.
he tries his best to calm her down by cooing to her.
"shhh."
"it'll all be okay."
"you're so strong, you're going to get through this."
"i'll always be here for you."
"i'll always protect you y/n."
y/n lifts her head to look peter in the eyes. "you better not leave me parker," y/n kisses his cheek.
"never in a million years," the boy replies, holding the girl close to him, kissing the top of her head again.