“the “logical thinking” depression creates in your brain is insane because you want someone to realize the pain you’re in more than anything but at the same time you try so hard to hide your problems from everyone”
— -t.n (sad.den”)

slowly approaching bear
the bears will be in eventually

Bear will arrive sooner than thought.

BEAR IS APPROACHING AT ALARMING SPEEDS

BEAR IS GO FAST LOSING TRACK OF BEAR

BEAR HAS REACHED MACH ONE

WE HAVE LOST VISUAL ON BEAR
He nyooms
im DYING
WHO WILL BE NEXT TO DIE
EXIT STAGE!! EXIT STAGE!!!
“The day I die, my passing will be a heavy weight on your shoulders. A month passes and I will be a name mentioned by lips. A year passes and I will be a bittersweet memory in your head. After a year I will start a countdown of my second death when the things I have done and people I have impacted cease to exist.”
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Stop guilt tripping the suicidal
People need to stop guilt tripping suicidal people. We feel enough guilt from our brain telling us what pieces of shit we are. Guilting us by saying we’re going to cause heart ache to those around us is unproductive. Instead of wanting me to stay alive due to your selfish reasons try and help me stay alive for myself. Just like cancer is part of the body attacking itself mental illness is the brain attacking the body and most of us who are suicidal or end up going through with it didn’t do so willingly. We lost a battle with our own brain. Please be kind and careful when talking to suicidal people like we try and be kind and careful to not hurt you with our feelings. We don’t want to hurt others. We are fighting within ourselves whether to release ourselves from such horrible pain or continue trotting on for the sake of others. We try our hardest. We’re not all successful. And while it’s heartbreaking when someone loses a battle to depression it isn’t their will or desire to hurt others. It’s this yearning to finally find inner peace, and it’s the body’s way of obtaining it.
I really think I’m going to die soon. Like I can’t shake this feeling and I’m perfectly ok with it.
“I think a lot about killing myself, not like a point on a map but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that’s never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave. See, when I’m up I don’t kill myself because, holy shit, there’s so much left to do! When I’m down I don’t kill myself because then the sadness would be over, and the sadness is my old paint under the new. The sadness is the house fire or the broken shoulder: I’d still be me without it but I’d be so boring.”
— The Future - Neil Hilborn (via depressed–and–suicidal–teen)

I’m sorry I’m not good enough.
I’m just so alone


